Strangely familiar

[Heksie]

So things have been going well, I am now 19 months injury free and it's becoming easier to not fixate on cutting as a solution to any problem and life has been going well recently. I have been able to surround myself with positive influences.

Yesterday I see someone I excluded form my life as a destructive influence is now back in town and it's made me nervous. I'm scared all the good hard work I've managed to do will just crumble if this person tries to get in touch with me. I hardly slept last night worried about this and it's driving me a bit crazy. Paranoia is no one's friend.

I have to believe that I will be fine, but I think I'm allowing the idea of this person trying to contact me to creep in and disturb the peace I have found within myself. I have to believe I'm strong enough to deal with whatever happens next.

Thank you for reading.

Be safe

Heks

[Rain Keeper]

I believe in you.

Rain

[Heksie]

Thank you Rain.

After opening up to some trusted friends about this they have been very supportive and have boosted me beyond my worry. I cannot control what anyone else wants to do, but I can control my response and that is what I will focus on :) It's all a choice.

H

[crazykat]

You have managed to have the fight within you to make it 19 months free, which is amazing by the way. That proves that you are strong and you can continue to fight this no matter what is thrown your way.

[Heksie]

Thank you Crazykat. So far so good :)