Again, but oops, because I posted without having answered half of the questions XD
Wow @ my responses to this by the way... this is insane haha. Gonna do it, but keep my old responses on and maybe comment on them? I don't know XD
1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
December two thousand and nine response: YE MAHN
I don't care
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Two thousand and nine response: Meh. It was a good idea at the time, so no.
Current: Haha, it was never a mistake! He is a complete and utter wierdo but nahhhhh mannnn never have any mistakes, c'est la vie xo
3) Do you believe in God?
I don't. But to be an Athiest would be (I think) ignorant, because NOBODY KNOWS whether there is or isn't anything out there, so I guess it's just best to be unsure about this one. I'm an Agnostic,
but I don't really think there is a God. So more on the Athiest-Agnostic.
2021 response:
I don't give a ****.
4) Who last said "I love you" to you?
A guy...... of who is special to me.
2021 response: I don't know and this question is so emotional.
5) Do you think they regret it?
I don't know. He said he 'is confused but really does have feelings for me, just doesn't know what he wants'.... I don't think he regrets it.
2021: I hate relationship questions man xoxo
6) Have you ever been depressed?
yeaaah
2021: is water wet???
7) Have a best friend?
I
do.. I have two best friends, but I think one more than the other. But they're both equal at the end of the day, both have awesome qualities
2021: I don't have any friends, I committed to pure Buddhism around 2018 and got rid of social networks, cut off all family, cut off all friends and allowed myself just a 'partner' and to intensely live for work and hardcore study only, but I used to put SO MUCH pressure on myself pre-2016. I've got high too many times to ever give so much of a **** now lol.
8) Are you a boy or a girl?
girly
2021: Female xox
9) What is your relationship status?
Single :) Don't mind it, although I do get lonely sometimes and wish somebody was there for me in that way.
2021: Not giving a **** is my relationship status
10) How do you want to die?
Well, if any way, in my sleep. Or overdose. But I like my life too much
right now to do that and it'd be so selfish.
2021: **** I was emo with a capital E. Anyway, I don't, particularly, but I suppose, in the company of someone I love and yes, deffo asleep. Coolzzzzzzz
11) What did you last eat?
chicken supernoodles :D I've eaten so much today... But **** it, it's Christmas, why'd I care. I haven't cared the whole of this holidays either haha.
2021: eating is overrated. I don't eat alot. But when I do, I go all-out.
12) Play any sports?
Nahh don't exercise one bit. Well, purposely. I mean, I go out on walks with the dog to take photographs, but nothing sportsy.
Oh, hockey at school XD
2021: do I look stupid?
13) Do you bite your nails ?
EW no. Never ever. I used to when I was like, what, 11.
2021: this is a really idiotic question XD!
14) When was your last physical fight?
No idea ..apparently earlier this year. My memory's been so bad this year, I can't remember XD
2021: I don't use my fists, I am totally and utterly committed to my religion which is against such rubbish.
15) Do you have an attitude?
No waii
2021: Everyone does, it is how life progresses and how social lives are built and negotiated etc.
16) Do you like someone?
Yeah. But I don't know where it's going. I trust him with my life and he's the kindest person I've ever met, but I know that if I rely on this person I could easily get hurt.. So I'm trying to just take the love life as it comes... 'tho this person sorta has a special place as far as I'm concerned :)
2021: haha @ above response. and no, not sexual attraction or anything like that, to people XD
17) What is your real name?
catherine
2021: the same xoxoxo
19) Are you gonna get high later?
no, it's 11:30pm and I have a headache/shattered.
2021: i don't like intoxication largely. XD
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
No. There are indeed, people I dislike though.
2021: yeah XD
21) Do you miss someone?
I miss my old best friend Adam sometimes. Because he cared for me a lot. But I've accepted that the friendship perhaps wasn't supposed to be.. Never know though, something may happen. But my brain says more
no.
+I miss my past best friend Steph a tiiiiny bit sometimes.
2021: no XD
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Twirl, I would say
2021: either, it's FOOD! i love food more than anything in this entire world XD
23) Do you tan a lot?
Nahhhh and **** only q23 :| It's taken me so long!
Oh and I prefer to stay in the shade. I love my pale skin.
2021: no :'( i love tans they soooo cute XD XD
24) Have any pets?
4
2021: NO THANK YOU LOL. never everr.
25) How exactly are you feeling?
tired, headache, sleepy, thirsty, retrospective..
2021: no no, how are YOU feeling. i will never answer this question online in a public forum XD
26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yep
2021: this is routine of me in the present day lmao. i have driven for nine years and never stopped eating inside d caracara xox.
27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
yeah only once. with Adam.
2021: WHO IS THIS ADAM? It might be the german guy i knew XD goddd i don't remember making out in any bathrooms, I may have lied here XD
28) Would you take any of your ex's back?
yes. John.
I would say Adam, but
nah for a number of reasons. Such as, we've both moved on and he isn't the same person, and, I'm in love with someone already.
2021: who the **** is adam? I have NEVER kissed a guy called Adam, i can only think of an adam in school and i promise i never ever kissed that guy he was gay as the day is long XD i never ever ever ever kissed him lol. so i don't know who is this? unless it was a german adam i knew, well not german but his parents were. and no i wouldn't take any of the exes back although i would be friends with some of them,definitely.
29) Are you scared of spiders?
no! what's so scary about them? And clowns... I don't get it, there's nothing creepy about either ? :S
2021: not hugely XD fear weakens the immune system and can promote long-term pathologies through things including long term cortisol release, keratin break-down and general adrenal overwork XD amongst a long list of other things.. sorry, i have been studying medicine for a while now XD
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no no no
i like where i am, and whatever's supposed to happen will probably happen
2021: obviously not XD
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
nah. i thought about that for minute, and asked myself honestly, and no.
2021: NO REGRETS, i'm not emotional ta XD
32) What are your plans for next weekend?
well, the w.e is tomorrow. alcohol+partying with Gem :D
2021: i am totally in the moment second to second, i don't have a single plan XD i live in the present all day every day XD so i have NO IDEA and i don't care about weekends, a weekend is identical to weekday.
33) Do you want to have kids?
yes.
2021: NO. NEVER EVER. This is something I have been totally against for now nearly seven years, it would NEVER make sense to bring another bundle of cells into this world, I have very strong feelings about this, and it is MY opinion .
34) Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a C, E or D?
nope. i don't think so
2021: let me think.. yes actually XD horrific times :D lololololol :D
35) Do you type fast?
yeah
2021: for the average person i suppose.
36) Do you have piercings?
yeah, ears. used to have more.
2021: nope. every single piercing closed up and i'm not big on piercings.
37) Want any more?
wouldn't mind my belly, hips or hand web..
2021: no thank you, i'm not odd.
38) Can you spell well?
most definately :)
2021: I LOVE THIS. I spelt definitely wrong :P:P:P hahahaha this made me entire day XD i am a total idiot.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
hasn't this already been asked? Occasionally.
2021: yes, one person. still that same guy from when i was 13, but not in the same way. more in a sort of: i wish we had gotten to seriously know and respect each other, kind of way. but I don't have any emotion towards them and don't feel like i miss them, i just wish this had have happened, if i think about it and answer this question properly XD they are actually the most toxic person i have ever met, and unless they were to sincerely apologise to me for everything, i wouldn't even bother with them no matter how much they begged. c**t.
40) What are you craving right now?
chorizo sandwich, but i've already had loads today.
2021: ****, i had a middle class lifestyle. i don't even eat sandwiches now XD but anyway, nothing.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party ?
yerrr
2021: yes, boring as f***
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
yeah, once. i remember, i was on holiday XD
2021: yep xoxo
44) Kissed someone in a car?
i don't think so. not proper kiss
2021: my first true love snogged my FACE off in his car XD lmao. excluding school day 'first love's, between age 11-18 XD
45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
nope
2021: so emotional XD
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
I don't think so
2021: all the time, so much hahaha, and actual cheating, not suspected, sorry but relationship talk is absolutely mundane hate this question
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
maybe. i don't
think so though..... hmm
2021: all the time lol
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
yeah..
2021: i have, but i love my space XD
50) What should you be doing?
getting into bed, feeding hamsters, drinking milk..... there are a few things a little more productive.
2021:wow i had pets. wow. haha. ok, i should be contacting police, citizens advice, university, job websites up north, and drinking more tea. obviously the last thing there isn't a necessity as such, but those things i will be doing at some point. perhaps minus the police, because i was going to report something that probably the police as such wouldn't deal with. and i hate police, sorry. my opinion again.
51) What's irritating you right now?
nothing really.
2021: too much to explain here lolz
52) Have you ever liked someone?
yeah
2021: liked meaning sexual attraction? ya ov course xox
53) Is someone in love with you?
dont know. apparently so, but that was two weeks ago.... don't know about now. i must be patient but sometimes... gah
2021: love is complex and, i would advise nobody to 'be in love with' someone else XD
54) What is your favorite color?
RED
2021:the same, but this question is boring and favourite colours are for pre schoolers XD XD XD.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yup
2021: all the time, it is totally sad times yo'. especially when i am changing from one thing to another, like i go from uni to work, this is depressing as fu**.
57) Do you have trust issues?
yes... there's only one person I completely trust. And even them, I question sometimes.
2021: this is again, an emotional question and boring
59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
noo ;/
2021: the bathroom is the place for shaving, need to have some decorum XD lol
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
it's ok. not brilliant. but not bad :/
2021: NO hahaha, it is totally packed with abuse from childhood XD they don't live in the same country though and haven't for nine years so i am all good. I don't have an 'abused' or 'victim' mindset either, never have done, it is what it is. I am too emotionally intelligent for such rubbish. I'm also socially erudite too, so stalkers can swivel, my 'pride' is my workplace and business intelligence.
62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
paha no, and if so, who cares. we're quite good friends though.
2021: i dont care either way
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
myself. or mum? does that count?
2021: i haven't cried, and this is dead, complete honesty, since about 2016 probably? and crying is stressful. who gives a **** about crying lolzzz
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
pah, toughening up slowly.
2021: second chances are so bloody homosapian XD what a concept honestly, we need to grow up
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive
2021: who cares, this question is laced with emotional undertones.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
in some ways, yes, but other ways, maybe not so much.
It's not been that bad.
2021: i don't answer these types of questions. a year is a year. a day is a day. each second is just your perception of things, influenced by neurotransmission and chemicals, along with the physical state of your myocardium and other important components of the physical body xox my heart is my favourite organ XD
67) What was your child hood nickname?
ugh XD
2021: boring question
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
no
2021: yes naturism is not just for your mum XD lolzzzzzz
69) Do you think you're a good person?
yeah, just as good as a human can get really. never had any bad motives, always tried to do what I've thought was best for me or another person/people at the time. Why not.
2021: i am as good as anyone else, eg psychopathy is definitely learned and bred. anyone can be such. anthropological views and studies state such and anyone with a real, erudite brain can see this.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
no..
2021: this is a cliched question, i mean you may as well ask, do you believe people drink because they are thirsty? XD it tries to lead the person down a philosophical route and i'm not a philosophical person XD!
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Blew out my candle, sniffed the lavender smoke.
2021: aww that there immediate above is so ****ing cute XD
ummm. I honestly don't want to talk about home, for largely emotional reasons. XD
73) What is bothering you?
coursework, school, sixth form, future, myself in some ways... not in bad ways.
2021: nothing i would reveal on here anymore, no offence. Or I would make a new account and disclose. As I have a feeling I know some people on here XD might not but just in case, esp. as I am a TOTALLY private person, including the sacredness of my emotions, my social interactions and absolute business XD
74) Have you ever been out of England?
Ofc
2021: boring.
75) Do you play the Wii?
No. Have better things to do, really
2021: no, it is almost transhumanism to do such, these days, particularly with what's lined up for people XD
76) Are you listening to music right now?
no but if I was it'd probably be drum+bass, the fray, korn, tinchy stryder, the prodigy, deftones or radiohead. nice combination there.
2021: i am listening to silence. XD
77) Do you like Chinese food?
indeeeed.
2021: i love food mate.
78) Do you know your fathers birthday?
yeahh
2021: who gives a sh**?
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
not usually
2021: i did used to be, but no xox
81) Are you mean?
i can be, but I never mean to be.
2021: i never have intentions of that, but i bet i am a right c**t lol XD
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
no point. yeah haha
2021: totally, it is easy if you commit to it, in this day in age of modernity and large lack of menial work.
83) Do you believe ex's can be friends?
i'm friends with most of my exs. depends on if they wanna be immature or not
2021: ship talk is boring. why does everything go back to negotiating people's personal beliefs about relationships and friendships etc, the most boring talk i can think of.
84) Do you believe in true love?
I do.
2021: no, but it is definitely nice to have that fairytale romance totally. i wish i did. it made me a better person XD
85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
yes, in most ways :)
2021: pride is alien to me. anything that involves lack of meditation or false belief that you have to relax and don't need to work hard in any way at all, is wrong. including "pride". and don't get sucked into the globalist mindset neither, it is wrong.
PS, stalkers wanna **** on me with this? Go for it.
88) Do you like the outside?
most definately. better than the inside.
2021: its okk ya.
89) Are you currently bored?
No i wanna go to f--king bed.
2021: still true lmao. na, i'm not, i am just really confused and my life has totally hit a stand still, but i will get through it, totally.
90) Do you wanna get married?
yeah.
2021: NO. PLEASE NO. NEVER. EVER. marriage is OVERRATED AS ****. NOOOO. I am happy to go along and NEVER get married, marriage is horrrrribleeeee. XD sorryyy my opinionnnn.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
hm, not really
2021: i used to be emotionally frigid man... of course it can be 'cute', but i cannot label my relationships... it depends on the whole package, with anyone in my life. ps due to my religion i dont entertain social relationships largely, but this does not mean i am not social. i am xox';,
92) Are you hungry?
a little bit
2021: no not at all. although later i am going to treat myself to something cheap but nice. i am thinking green olives from asda i ****ing LOVE them -dribbles everywhere------!!! omggg
93) Do you have a bank account?
yes
2021: not many 'normal' people that don't.
94) What makes you happy?
my friends, when family are in a good mood, me, success, challenge, helping others, photography, affection, cleanliness, perfection, purity, perfume, looking good, feeling good, losing weight, eating :) i could go on.
2021: wow, that above is quite a list xoxox. anyway, despite that, happiness makes me happy. and i haven't tried to actually lose weight lose weight for over eleven years, that **** was stupid. although I appreciate I had strong 'unmanageable' feelings in the past that made me feel like I wanted to undertake such courses of action. xox
95) Would you change your name?
noo i wouldn't
2021: yes in a heartbeat, i actually tried to do this in january. i will at some point, due to protection. I've had a rough eleven years lmao. XD
96) Ever been to Alaska?
no
2021: why would i want to travel to such places ? no thank you, honestly.
98) Do you watch the news?
sometimes
2021: BIG NO. Last time I ritualistically watched the news was 2015, but even then I knew it was a load of ****. So nooooo. I don't even have a TV license and have not had one/watched TV for about five years XD I never will ever again, youtube is d way forward XD xoxoxo and if not that, i am totally reliant on card games and other people to entertain me if need b xo',;;
99) What' s your star sign?
Libra
2021: this doesn't tend to change after eleven years XD
100) Do you like Subway?
yeah
2021: like mc donalds, it is corporate theft and way overpriced so no tbhhh. do i look rich? haha if i was rich i would eat there potentially, but then my morals would come into play so actually i would just buy soup and fruit and veg xoxox
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
No.. if he definately had feelings for me etc..
2021: yes, he is a loser. XD picks me up when he wants me yoo'.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
be okay with it.
2021: i am assuming this means 'like' as in has a somewhat sexual attraction to you.. ok. well if anyone has that, i'm cool with it and i see where it goes. life short yo'. and i don't filter my interactions to gender, largely, i am totally agender/genderless, my sexual organs are identical in terms of feelings and physical sensations, to a man's. only difference is i have less testosterone n shizzleeee.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
not really
2021: my religion made me cut off friendships -well i did, but you know what i mean. i have connections, that's all. this has been consistent for now five years? i am a highly social person still, but i choose to put my social power into coffee shop chit chat with randomers and people like that. especially work, as work is my life. communist mindset yo'. xoxo
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
yerr
2021: who cares, it's a human thing nout to be ashamed of honestly.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
yes
2021: i am a-gender, so I don't think about the opposite sex like most gender-typical people do, this is a totally idiotic question. you be yourself and you get that rawness and authenticity back it is simple. and if you don't, you command it off them fo sho.
107) Who is the last girl you talked to?
Mum
2021: some horrible c**t in a shop, i was getting my daily caffeine fix from her xox
108) Do you think your ex still likes you?
I really don't know. I hope so, but if not, then meh... He deserves to be happy no matter what, I wouldn't mind if he liked someone else, although it would shatter the feelings I have...Only ever wanted him to be happy XD
2021: ha, long arsed response to what should be simple. and exes be exes.
honestly, relationships are totally overrateddd yooo
109) Would you kiss an ugly person for £1000?
wouldn't bother me what they look like.
2021: it depends whether they could prove they had no diseases, then if not of course, it is £1000 and im a broke ass b***h. Lol, although i am whatever you think i am, primarilyyyy xooooox
110) Are you a Hannah Montana fan ?
definately, i mean who isn't.
2021: miley cyrus was absolutely gorgeous back then. she has been taken over my the darkness of hollywood, drugs, fame etc. not that i care
111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
gemma probably. or.... hmm XD
2021: honestly cannot remember, probably me, i am the best person to talk to lol
113) Do you like piercings & tattoos?
they're alright.
2021: no, not at all. But people are totally free agents they can do whatever they like
114) What is the last thing you thought about?
furry teeth, need to brush -3rd time today, that will be
2021: nothing
115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?
Black, simply because it shows up the most, makes the biggest mark
2021: any colour totally don't care for questions like this.
116) Is it awkward when no ones talking?
sometimes, although i don't mind going into my own world
2021: Not at all, awkwardness is a perception and it is your responsibility to ameliorate that apparent social awkwardness when you notice it. Building social connections is in your hands totally and it would be selfish to let an awkward silence go unchecked honestly.
117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
morning, definately.
2021: i don't commit myself to times for anything XD!
118) Who gave you the last high five?
This friend called Alex XD
2021: don't know don't care honestly.
119) Do you want to please everyone?
not particularly, because that's impossible.
just want to please myself and my close friends/family.
2021: again, deep and psychological question that I cba to answer, honestly.
120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yeah
2021: music is my life and I cannot help that fact. Literally, I have come to realise that my brain is totally hard-wired to music. All the times I grew up and had moments of calm and weirdness in my life I was listening to music, even at three and four, so yeah this morning I was listening to Korn again and haven't listened to them properly since I last posted on here properly about eleven years ago so this is uncanny. Maybe I am just retreating back to my old-skool days. I put it down to the fact I was still in touch with an idiot I had known for fifteen years and recently finally fell out with them after fifteen years and will never look back... a weight has been lifted xoxo
121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
yup
2021: of course, that is the ugliness of life yoo! hahahaha :D
122) Are you alone?
yeah, everyone's gone to bed and i've got the laptop downstairs XD
2021: again, stupid question and won't answer it either way.
123) Do you have any older siblings?
no.
2021: no, and siblings questions are ****ing stupidddd!
124) How's your day going so far?
it was good, but now it's boxing day, so, in the past 14 minutes of this day, yes, fine :)
2021: I don't think about it either way.
haahahaha
- 2009 emojis
125) How many months until your birthday?
11 months :D
2021: Birthdays are stupid
I don't celebrate birthdays... I last celebrated my birthday on my 18th, nearly ten years ago and then every year before then, I reckon I grew up a little after that.