It's not senseless Felcia , We are all here to help each other the best we can , feel free to vent/yell/rant/verbally vomit whatever , we are all here for us all (Make Sense ?)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
i um... well, i feel kinda weird. Today would have been my ex's and my 5 year anniversary, and with that anniversary marks the only time in 7 years that I've gone more than 4 months with no SI (which was 5 years ago)... funny, i actually thought i was free back then... It also feels weird to me that for the past 4 years this was a happy day, but now it just reminds me of a lot of things, related and unrelated to my ex, SI, and suicide attempts... For example, it also reminds me of how better off I am doing things for myself rather than for him or anyone else... which is a happier thought I suppose.... but its also strange for me... living for myself and trying to figure out life is not something i've ever experienced EVER, before the last 4 or 5 months.. so i guess i'm still getting used to it.
Just a lot of things rolling around in my head. Sorry I'm not replying individually, but I can barely concentrate. Selfish i know.
EDIT: Hi laura! i'm the other laura of the ward... we'll have to figure out a way to differentiate. we can go back to using laurastar i guess for me, like we used to do when laurafriend was here.
Last edited by SoMuchMore : 12-11-2010 at 07:32 PM.
Reason: potential confusion
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forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
Laura *Hugs* You are NOT selfish , not at all, you have a lot going on, today is SO significant for you , don't worry about not doing individuals , we are here for you .
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
If I take it to the vet then they'll just give more to it.
What's the point of taking it to the vet and get it healthy again when they'll just try to kill it again.
they said that they want to kill our other cat, too.
* Hi other Laura.. lol. If you come up with a nickname for me we can use that :) I don't have a nickname yet though.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
am ok i guess. sleepy and no motivation... which isnt good cuz loads to do next week ><
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*hugs mark* thanks, its hard for me to talk... i'm trying to reach out some though. How r u?
*hugs laura* hmm.. a nickname.. well it won't be laus since that means lice lol. Is it okay if we use Lore like you suggested? Sorry i am bad at coming up with nicknames.
*hugs heather* im lacking motivation too :-/ you have harry potter in your sig! yay! lol
*hugs louise* how have you been?
*hugs lindsay* how r u? feeling any better than earlier hun? Here for you.
*spies oliver and hugs* i'm glad that you are okay and i'm very proud of you for going to the hospital.
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forgiveness is the release of all hope for a better past - buddy wakefield
