hmm, mainly my sister. then the magnetic fields and camera obscura. the beach, grass haha, dancing, white wine, rainy days listening to belle and sebastian with some cocoa and a good book. thats pretty much it really, think ive covered all the best things.
"We couldn't imagine the emptiness of a creature who put a razor to her wrists and opened her veins, the emptiness and the calm."
- Jeffrey Eugenides
I would miss my sister and my best friend Nina. They are the only reasons I don't try to kill myself. But sometimes they don't even feel like enough of a reason to keep myself here.
The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.
To miss something badly enough might stop me from what I plan, but the things that I would miss don't match the power of this bleak overwhelming blackness and missing them is futile
laughing,
music,its the one thing that keeps me sane
my friends ( the ones who really understand , the real ones)
my dog
my family , my mam my dad and my brother
christmas
texting
driving
smoking,
my psychiatrist said to me which really made me think, what if you dont like bein dead, and that has stuck with me since.
A few members of my family
My boyfriend, Nicky, more than anything
Cuddles and kisses and being held close
Smiling on the insa=ide aswell as the out
Laughing
The smell of Nicky, even after he's been working all day
My gerbil
Blue skys and shining stars
Nicky's jokes and teases
Seeing Nicky smile
Watching my lil brothers grow up
.......there is so much i need to live for, whether i want to, is a different stroy all together. I'll miss all this, but i doubt i would be missed just as much
My dog and I guess some people but the dog is the only thing I am clinging onto at the minute.
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**You walk on. You keep walking, straight into the darkness. You walk on, and eventually, a ray of light will pierce the darkness, and you'll know which way to go.**
