Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I feel like I'm a bit drunk but I haven't even started yet. Lol. I am sorry though. I'm apologising in advance for the mess you're going to come home to. I'll try to keep the blood loss to a minimum; don't want you to feel you need to spend more money replacing things.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
It feels like all the shit I went through with all of that was completely pointless.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
How dare you say I'm being fucking LAZY?! I'll have you know I've been fucking running around ALL DAY cleaning & shit. I even managed a shower. LEAST YOU COULD DO WAS SAY WELL DONE. You know how fucking ill I've been the past few weeks! FUCK OFF.
I am in a terrible mood. I feel like everything is going wrong and I just need a break.
Give it back. It is absolutely fucking ridiculous, stop being such a child. Fuck you.
And so the relapse begins, 25 days down the drain... 'I knew who you were from the start but now I don't know who you are.' I look in the mirror and I have no idea who is looking back... is this ever going to get better?
I wish someone would just hold me and tell me I'll be ok. Right now I feel that anytime soon I will just erupt into tears, I've been feeling fragile these last couple of days and I just can't seem to shake this feeling.
Sometimes I wonder how much some therapists really actually care about us as people. cuz that's what we are. PEOPLE. We are not some horrible demented freak of nature. Just gosh i don't.
~Let's play P.R.E.T.E.N.D.~
Another day - Another play - Mold the clay
Straighten it out -Make it lay - Breathe upon the living creature Lungs burn - Heart pumps - Fingers twitch - Becomes alive -
I really, really don't want you to go. I am going to miss you so much. I hope to Godric that you're going to be happy, but we both know that you won't be and that's the hardest thing to bear. I don't want you to go, I think you deserve so much better, but I am here to support you with all of your choice. I'm just going to miss you. Please don't forget me.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
i wish you could just decide weather you care about me or not. i wish i knew weather you ever really did or not. it seems so easy for people to come and go in my life. i don't get how that works and i don't think i ever will. so, because of this, it's hard to just forget about it.