Of course I will Jill. Are you off to bed now then? Just imagine me lurking in the corner, making sure you're safe. It's OK to be scared Jill. I am. So scared.
thanks lia. yeah need to get up in five hours and face the day. scared of that, if i had my way i wouldnt wake up. sorry but i dont so i guess i have to.goodnight thanks for tonight it helped heaps. hugs you tightly. cuddles julie too
thanks lia, that made me smile and cry good tears. made me feel alot safer.
erm feeling really shitty this morning, up way to early for a sat, 6.30am. my face and head are killing me this morning. really dont want to face today, but i have to i guess. curls up and trys to shut out the world .sorry guys
im fed up of being alone, fed up of being here in this world, i dunno what to do... sometime im in a room feeled with people but yet it like im invisible to all of them and im alone.... i just want to belong i just want someone to think about me when they wake eup in the morning... to wonder if im ok today and if im still around... i dunno i just want to mean something to someone i guess.. i dunno what im talking about so im just gonna curl up in the corner and leave everyone alone....
Sorry hides away...
Hope everyone is okish and doing alrite...
hugs for everyone who wants them....
**|[Lj]|**
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of lying
I know i've been smiling
But inside i'm dying
*hugs LJ*
*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Ryuu*
*hugs Mark and Lia* How are you two today?
In addition to listening to sappy romantic show tunes which make me sad, I also sound like this:*cough. coughcough. coughcoughcough. sputter... ugh... smack (as I try to lie down again and smack my head against the headboard)*
I also have 800+ pages to read this weekend. Have I started? No... not at all.
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
Thanks, Mark. I need the luck on my reading... apparently my first assignment according to sparknotes is entirely allegorical alluding to the Catholic/Protestant split in 16th century England... which probably means without sparknotes, I'd get none of the allegory. Haha. I need straightforward stuff.
I hope you get your motivation soon! :)
"Life is easy to chronicle, but bewildering to practice."-- E.M. Forster
So today I discovered my friends from highschool were only pretending to like me because my problems were amusing to them. I've one friend from the group we had left, and I know she'd never do anything like that but I'm beginning to worry that most people keep me around just to mock me when I confide in them about my worries. :(