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14-09-2023, 04:23 PM
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#21
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Has less of a life than Pi.R^2
Join Date: Jun 2010
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Originally Posted by tamobhuuta
Both my friend R and the Crisis Team psych asked me for specific examples of the Organisation putting thoughts in my head. I realised I couldn't remember any. I can remember the voices telling me things, and telling me that the Organisation can do this - but no concrete examples.
Do you think not having specific examples could be evidence that this is a relapse in your mental health and that the organisation isn't real?
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14-09-2023, 05:05 PM
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#22
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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It's definitely evidence against the voices, right?
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14-09-2023, 05:53 PM
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#23
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Has less of a life than Pi.R^2
Join Date: Jun 2010
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Definitely good evidence organisation isn't real and this is a symptom of your mental health condition. Have you tried using it as evidence to do some CBT?
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14-09-2023, 05:58 PM
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#24
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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No. Might try that? That's a big thought though!
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14-09-2023, 06:58 PM
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#25
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Has less of a life than Pi.R^2
Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: The Ceiling
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I know you said you found the CBT very helpful in past. I understand its a big thought. Could you try breaking it down into a smaller thought or belief you could challenge?
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15-09-2023, 03:04 PM
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#26
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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CT psych wanted to stop olanzapine and start amisulpride but with my improvement yesterday and today CT have said I can stay on olanzapine. Fingers crossed challenging the Man gets easier and fear of the Organisation gets less.
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15-09-2023, 03:42 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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You can do this, you are strong and brave and intelligent even if you can't see it. You have worked through things like this safely before. We are all here to support you.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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15-09-2023, 05:14 PM
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Luce.
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: London, UK
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I hope you can carry on challenging those things Tamo, sounds like great progress.
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Ride it out. "I need a sunrise in the dark."
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15-09-2023, 06:12 PM
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#29
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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They're coming out to do the MHA requested 4 days ago, Crisis Team haven't cancelled it.
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15-09-2023, 06:52 PM
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#30
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Has less of a life than Pi.R^2
Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: The Ceiling
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Well done for all your hard work Tamo. Hope MHA goes ok I think the fact you are working on challenging thoughts will be a positive sign for them.
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15-09-2023, 08:19 PM
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#31
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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Have spoken to the social worker and psychs, they are discussing now.
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15-09-2023, 08:46 PM
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#32
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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I have been sectioned, will probably get a bed tomorrow but I don't know where. Mum says there's no point running because the police will just pick me up. I'm really tempted to use this last opportunity to get the implant out.
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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16-09-2023, 09:33 AM
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#33
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Patchwork Elephant
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: UK
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I hope that they've found you a bed, or that they find you one soon. Sorry things have got so tough, fingers crossed for a short, helpful stay.
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'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
Jenna was here :P
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16-09-2023, 10:19 AM
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#34
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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I'm on edge waiting for the call.
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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16-09-2023, 10:36 AM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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Try and do safe things that help with your anxious feelings. I'm sorry this is happening to you. I hope you're not in hospital for long and feel much better soon.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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16-09-2023, 10:45 AM
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#36
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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Thank you, and thank you Elmer.
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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16-09-2023, 01:57 PM
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#37
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Has less of a life than Pi.R^2
Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: The Ceiling
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I hope you end up in a hospital close to home so people can visit and that this can be a quick admission with minimal stress.
Sending hugs if you would like them
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16-09-2023, 02:00 PM
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#38
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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Thank you, hugs are very welcome. I too hope this will be a short admission. No call with a bed so far.
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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16-09-2023, 04:37 PM
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#39
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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I've taken my dressings off - in a good way! Such a relief. Now I can shower.
Edit:
Had a shower, still got sticky bits from dressings, despite using 2 face washes, shower gel and a baby wipe!
Mum spoke to CT and AMHP and it sounds like I'm so way down the waiting list, I'm never getting a bed. Which is stressing my parents out because Mum doesn't feel safe having me at home AND is going away on Wednesday and Dad really doesn't feel confident keeping me safe alone.
Last edited by tamobhuuta : 16-09-2023 at 06:30 PM.
Reason: Add a bit
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16-09-2023, 06:50 PM
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#40
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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Last night I kind of reconciled myself to the idea of hospital. I even gave Mum my razor blades. Seriously regretting that.
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