y do you regret posting we love on anyone who enters our thread.
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
Thank you so much guys for your advice. Wow someone who lives in Guildford too, cool! I have never been to church before so I hope I can give it a try sometime soon maybe.
I regretted it because I still very shy about my struggles and it took days for me to get the guts to type even that amount. In the past I have had some very negative reaction to my SI and that has put me off telling people now, so whne I tell people I fear there reaction.
bella rejection sux but...its part of life my bff rejected me the first time i told him. Its a shock when people tell you that they are SIers.
In other news i feel like a sped cuz i cant get my locker open.
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
read the psalms David suffered with depression and he wrote a few psalms about feeling god is far
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
I have done that and I've gone through Job a few times too on advice of a vicar friend. Just does nothing. It's quite upsetting really. I guess I've been worrying maybe my faith is a habit and not faith at all. Um if that makes sense.
can you guys pray for me?? i know i haven't been on in a while...but i just ruined 2 and a half months of no ED...i know this is the si thread....but i'm struggling with it too....i just really need prayers....thanks guys
dazedandconfused: i'm praying for you, that this isn't the start of another cycle, and also that you don't beat yourself up over this. it's ok to make mistakes. also praying for whatever situation led you to it in the first place, the underlying stress.
becca: *hugs* when i have trouble like that, i reflect on the things God has done in my life so far. i also think it helps to know that you aren't alone in doubting God, and that it's OK to do so. Talk to him about it. Tell him how you're feeling.
one of my favorite quotes is, "the opposite of faith isn't doubt--it's certainty." faith isn't faith unless it requires effort. faith means that you acknowledge your doubt, and choose to believe even when you don't have certain proof. sometimes rough situations in our lives are opportunities for us to prove that we really do trust God. It's like the story of the man who walked on a tight-rope across Niagra falls, and then asked who believed he could make it across with another person on his back. Everyone said that they believed he could. Then he asked for volunteers :) Needless to say, he didn't get many! So, if you really trust God...will you let him carry you through the storm?
thank you....i really appreciate it....i hope i can keep from doing it again
but last nite was kinda cool...i was REALLY upset about something and i was going to si...and then 3 of my friends started texting and calling me all at the same time....almost like gods way of saying "you're not alone and i love you" :) it made me happy...
*Hugs salanna*
the opposite of faith isn't doubt--it's certainty [i like it]
*Hugs becca*
you no what hugs all around
Then wear the gold hat, if that will move her;
If you can bounce high, bounce for her too,
Till she cry "Lover, gold-hatted, high-bouncing lover,
I must have you!"
Thomas Parke D’Invilliers
