I screwed up
Until last week I hadn't cut in 2 years and 3 months. Now all that is down the drain, I've had to promise my partner that it will never happen again, and it wasn't even enough or severe enough to warrant the consequences. I'm ashamed, I'm worried about infection, I'm lonely, and absolutely exhausted. I don't even know why I'm putting this on the internet, other than I feel like I have no one to talk to and needed to get this out of my system somehow
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