Originally Posted by
crazykat
How are you doing now? Just because things appear to be great on the outside doesn't mean that they are on the inside. It sounds like you have alot of inner turmoil at the moment, that is a hard place to be.
Relationships are important, it sounds like it is something you miss and something you crave which is understandable. I think we all need people in our lives because it makes us feel valued and like we are worthwhile. Have you considered joining some sort of group so that you can get out there and meet new people?
Hi Kat. Thanks for your reply.
Weekend was rather rough as I was home alone, works ok ish because I at least see people and sometimes get to talk to people. To be honest I pretend everything is fine because maybe if I pretend hard enough and long enough it will become true. Its what they suggest for confidence anyway, if you act it you will become it so to speak.
And yes relationships are the one thing I want but can seemingly never...
I was diagnosed as having Social Phobia and the medication they put me on made my hair go thin on top of my head so now I'm even more self concious when in public... I have little time now for groups and so on with work as well not that I can really think of anything I would like to do.
Thanks again.