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25-07-2009, 01:42 PM
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Triggering (Suicide) - save me from myself......
this wasnt meant to happen to me. im so close to he edge and im struggling to see a way through. i dont chose to die but i dont chose this life. the one person who knows is asleep (its currenlty 12:30am) and i really dont want to wake her. what am i meant to do?????? i dont know if ill get through this night, theres too much temptation and im scared.
the light i used to see, the future i once knew i had and the hope for being 'ok' have fadeed to a dim flickering flame. i cant go on.
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The BRAVEST thing
I ever did was
CONTINUING MY LIFE
when I wanted to die.
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25-07-2009, 01:56 PM
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Connie...
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: U.K.
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Why don't you want to wake her up?
Just stay here and talk.
It's still a dim light. Keep that flame going! =)
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25-07-2009, 02:36 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: U.K.
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i'm free for a bit if you'd like to talk to me
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Ying tong iddle ai po!
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25-07-2009, 09:07 PM
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*hugs*
Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: UK; South East
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how are you doing now??
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The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears [Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
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26-07-2009, 01:32 PM
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Never forgetting to be awesome
Join Date: Mar 2006
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I am so, so proud of you for getting through that night, I really am.
That shows an incredible amount of strength. Now I really hear what you're saying about not wanting this life but also from reading your post that you just want your life to be different to this, you don't necesarily want to die and I think that slowly and gently if we can get you feeling better than this then you can start working out what you do want from your life.
So we need to get you feeling better. I'm laways around for a PM if you want to chat, do feel up to talking about those thoughts anymore? Could you speak to your friend now?
What do you think would help?
*hugs you tightly*
Slowly but surely you can do this.
Kiran
xx
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You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
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26-07-2009, 08:04 PM
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*hugs*
Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: UK; South East
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Originally Posted by cant-erase-it
i made it through last night but the thoughts/ideas have not passed. there still there still lingering stil saying i should :(. i dont want to live like this- not this way,but to die is the end- its an endless sleep and im not sure if i want that as much as i dont want this.
^^ think i follow
and at least you dont want to die
thats sometihng
and well done for making it through
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The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears [Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
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