*hugs Libby gently* Oh honey that sounds really awful. I'm sorry you had such a bad nightmare and aren't do well. We don't want you killed, we love you.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
and whoever told you to go die in a ditch because nobody gives a **** is doubly wrong, lots of people care <3
the person who said that is someone at school. hes not the first to say that. more like the third.
the things people sya that i cant ignore!!!!! It hurts too much to hear or read to not care or to ignore. I dont understand why they say things like that I have you guys saying one thing and others irl saying the opposite. confuses me who to listen. maybe its wrong to liste to you guys? no offense though.
its all sooooo confusing. i think what if all that tracie or you or others have told me are lies. just lies and idk. everyone else lies to me and all. maybe its the truth. how do i know what you say is the truth? dont wanna just trust or believe cause every time i shouldnt of.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Hes one who says things to others yeah. But I wont say other persons name, so nice to others but treats me like crap. and hes said the exact same thing.
am much much calm... and everytime ive said that something happens again that makes me less calmer :(
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Katie went to therapy and was forced to say something. She said something. Now they all know...
My dads in baad pissy mood... He trying get me to talk but dont wannna.... Younger sis blaming us for her for getting introuble.... Katie and I are both scared and upset and she feels like she did something wrong and wants me comfort her but i cant.... Cant and dont wanna deal with this... What she did was right but i wanna bitch her out for saying something but i wont... Flashbacks from what happened with the boys.... Everythings been just majorly escalating and going wrong since two night ago... Im scared...
****!!! I cant and wont and dont want to be a part of any of this. I wanna be alone but am scared and dont wanna be round others. I just need stay quiet. Its Katie who needs the attention and help and stuff anyways. Im fine without it. Im just in tears. Dont wanna do this.
You need help and cuddles and love too. You've prob even been through more than her baby. *Rocks you gently* It's understandable to be angry with Katie and scared, but this COULD be a blessing in disguise sweetheart. Try to talk to Katie's therapist too? Like I said before it's better than Dad. *strokes your hair* This is hard and scary but we're here for you honey.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
i know...
just not been good.
practice... made me upset. i shouldnt of said anything bout my foot. im out for couple days now :(
somethings up with my neighbors... think her cancer is back. something big is up though.
here... everyones a bitch today. i dont know why.
few other things but whatever.
ima tell you something else... not aloud here though.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
It's defintely NOT true that you should die or no one would care. That's a nasty comment from a nasty person and you know what, nasty people don't count. You have all of us here on your side. You DO deserve help and cuddles too.
