Don't think about "when am I going to feel shit again"; think about "what do I plan to do while I feel good?" and "WOOH!! Oxford meet on Saturday and I can see everyone" and "WOOH!! Oxford meet on Saturday and I can see Lizzie" :)
Maybe have a shower with some nice shower gel and be really mindful of the bubbles and the smell and everything? I've noticed that in the past few days where I have made much more of a conscious effort with everything showering and hair and makeup wise I have felt so much more human and more able to forget about all the psych issues I have going on.
I'm textable, remember that. And I'm going to be up late anyway with tutorial work.
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
yeah, im really really looking forward to the meet. :D
not long to go now!!!!!
and i want to give you and Jenna big big hugs for being so great
i always do feel better when ive had a shower and put make up on and stuff, i should do it more often.
thanks Lizzie, im going to (try) and have a relatively early night, i was awake until after 5am, because of the shit going on.
make sure you get enough sleep yourself
x
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
i think it was a mixture of worry, thoughts and more caffiene than im used to.
also, when im laying in bed, i think of something i have to do, like check something, or write something down, or check the door is locked 'again!'
must get more sleep.....
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Sweetheart, maybe go have a nap for a bit now? Otherwise you're just going to get more and more tired and we all know what happens to emotions when we are tired!
Hope you're ok xx
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
