I definitely empathise.
I was abused for most of my childhood, and it wasn't until recently (I'm 21) that I started to 'care'.
This is basically due to dissociation - it's a defence mechanism.
You have a lot of stuff to deal with in life - friends, school work etc and you aren't in a place where you're ready to let yourself feel everything.
That's fine.
Brains are clever, they will adjust your memories and emotions according to what you can cope with.
That system does get broken though, which is what causes MH problems and trauma.
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