Oh sweet Drew, we're here for you. <3 <3 <3 I know it's not the same as being here for you in person, but we on RYL do care about you very much. Even if we cannot all fully understand the extent of what you're going through, we understand that it is very difficult for you, and we want to help ease your pain.
I'm sorry for all that you've been through, and I know you're having a hard time believing this wasn't your fault, but I promise you that it wasn't. NONE of us are perfect and a lot of us go through things that we feel we might have been able to prevent. In the end, things just happened as fate meant them to be, as terrible as that may have been, and you really cannot place all that blame on yourself, dear.
Drew, all I can say is that this will get better, but you have to allow time for things to improve. I promise you that you would be terribly missed if you were to end things, and you'd leave a gaping hole in many people's lives. You're very loved even if you cannot see it. Please seek help tonight, Drew. You can call a helpline (US: 1-800-273-8255, UK: 08457 90 90 90), go on chat, call 911. Do whatever you need to in order to stay safe. One day you will be glad you held on, Drew.
Sending all my love <3 <3 <3
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