Though life is unbearable,
Somehow you learn to bear it,
And all your unhappiness,
Come on, you've gotta share it,
Give me drugs,
So I don't have to think,
Give me drugs,
So I can concentrate,
Oh, oh, I'm scared,
When I'm not numb
Abandon hope, ye pitiful ones. Embrace defiance and relent another day.
Cause you always talk so loud and you never notice,
I don’t mind the sound
But you have rearranged the pieces of your life
So many times you burned out the lights
I don’t want to believe but I want to believe you
I don’t mean what I say but I say what I need to
So now your last name is mine
And I feel no different
I made matchless shrines to prove
I’m trying to find a way I can explain
There was nothing else to possibly say
I don’t want to believe but I want to believe you
I don’t mean what I say but I say what I need to
You waste so much time
You waste so much time
On desperate friends trying to reconcile the bends
There is a name for men like you inside the dark
And I know your faults.
I know the way you write them off
I don’t want anything to do with it no more
I bet most the time you’re too insecure to admit it
You’re the last in line to move
Now I’m running out of things that I can say
Cause nothing that I say is really helping anyway
I don’t want to believe but I want to believe you
I don’t mean what I say but I say what I need to
You waste so much time
You waste so much time
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Looking at me through your window
Boy, you had your eye out for a little
"I'll cut you up and make you dinner
You've reached the end, you are the winner"
Rolling down your tinted window
Driving next to me real slow, he said
"Let me take you for a joyride
I've got some candy for you inside"
Running through the parking lot
He chased me and he wouldn't stop
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
Took the words right out my mouth
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Can anybody hear me? I'm hidden under ground
Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself?
Saying, "tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it"
He's saying, "tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it"
Little bit of poison in me
I can taste your skin in my teeth
"I love it when I hear you breathing
I hope to God you're never leaving"
Running through the parking lot
He chased me and he wouldn't stop
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
Took the words right out my mouth
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Can anybody hear me? I'm hidden under ground
Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself?
Saying, "tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it"
He's saying, "tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it"
Eenie meenie miny mo
Get your lady by her toes
If she screams, don't let her go
Eenie meenie miny mo
Your mother said to pick the very best girl
And I am
Running through the parking lot
He chased me and he wouldn't stop
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
Took the words right out my mouth
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Running through the parking lot
He chased me and he wouldn't stop
Tag, you're it, tag, you're it
Grabbed my hand, pushed me down
Took the words right out my mouth
Tag, you're it, tag, tag, you're it
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
86 Charlie came over
He asked me for a favour
Asked me a question
Asked me to make an exception
86 Charlie he came back
Said he'd been thinking it over
Says he's had a change of heart
He thinks he's made a grave mistake
But I, I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
You make things so easy
I'll never forget you
86 Charlie he came back, he came back
Sat down at the table and for the last time
Said he's finally made up his mind
He wonders if it's not too late
It's not too late, because
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
You make me so angry
I'll never forget you
Youre pushing down on my shoulders
And emptying my lungs
An in a moment I'm older
In a moment, you've won
And you escape me
Like it's nothing
Like words I never should have said
And the stress comes to the surface
But all of the heroes are dead
And I hate that I can't say your name
Without feeling like I'm part of the blame
And it's never gonna feel quite the same
But it's never gonna change
And I hate that I'm always so young
Had me feeling like you were the one
And it's never gonna feel like it's done
'Cause it's never gonna change
Never gonna change
Never gonna change
Never gonna change
While I dance here softly
You're next to me again
But we're still tugging on each other
And tearing up the fraying loose ends
And I hate that I can't say your name
Without feeling like I'm part of the blame
And it's never gonna feel quite the same
But it's never gonna change
And I hate that I'm always so young
Had me feeling like you were the one
And it's never gonna feel like it's done
'Cause it's never gonna change
Never gonna change
Never gonna change
Never gonna change
1, 2, melatonin is coming for you
3, 4, baby, won't you lock the door?
5, 6, I'm done with it
7, 8, it's getting late, so close your eyes, sleep the days
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm f*****g crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end
9, 10, never want to see you again
11, 12, I pull off black so well
S**t behind the curtain that I'm sick of sugarcoatin'
Next time you're alone, think fast when you grab the phone
Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end
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Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
I need your love,
I need your time.
When everything's wrong,
You make it right.
The only thing more unthinkable than leaving was staying; the only thing more impossible than staying was leaving. I didn't want to destroy anything or anybody. I just wanted to slip quietly out the back door, without causing any fuss or consequences, and then not stop running until I reached Greenland.
Elizabeth Gilbert
The invention of the ship
Was the invention of the shipwreck
I tried to find out who I was by jumping of the deck
I intentionally clipped the intervention like a trip wire
Picked a color, tried to bribe the bygone back into its bed
I don’t, I won’t, I don’t choose you
Underneath the Christian court
There was this saying in the bricks
That you don’t determine greatness
By a man’s intelligence
No you won’t determine greatness
Till you really start to dig
And you find out all those empty things
That he lets discourage him
I don’t, I won’t, I don’t choose
I don’t, I won’t, I don’t choose you
I tried to walk away
You broke the cast and tried to say
“I am not the man you knew, I am not the man you choose”
So you’re back to back a wasted age
I tried to plead, you tried to pray
“I am not the man you knew, I am not the man you choose”
I don’t, I won’t, I don’t choose
I don’t, I won’t, I don’t choose you
Hope
The intention of your trip
Was to intentionally wreck
I tried to talk you off the ledge
But pushed you off the deck
Interventionally tripped you
Like some unsuspecting fly
In the moment you transformed
And claimed: I never hurt a fly
I don't
I won't
I don't
Choose
It was there we made a promise
So we let you talk out loud
The entire room accepted
That it had to happen now
And I wanted to accept
The way your brain could never be
I want a reset in your mind
I want a different human being
I don't
I won't
I don't
Choose
Nobody said it was logical to try and do it
A list of reasons long as I choose
Go back, don't waste away
You tried to leave, you gotta stay
You are not the man we knew
You are not the man we choose
Relax and face the modern age
You have no right, you lost your say
You are not the man you choose
You are not the man you lose
I don't
I won't
I don't
Choose
Nobody said it was logical to try and do it
List of reasons long as I choose
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Soon I discovered that this rock thing was true,
Jerry Lee Lewis was the devil,
Jesus was an architect, previous to his career as a prophet,
All of a sudden, I found myself in love with the world,
So there was only one thing that I could do,
Was ding-a-ding-dang, my dang-along-ling-long
Abandon hope, ye pitiful ones. Embrace defiance and relent another day.
This time, this place misused, mistakes
Too long, too late, who was I to make you wait
Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I've loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
I don't wanna burn,
I don't wanna drown,
I don't wanna leave no coffin in the ground,
Devil got my mother,
Devil got my father,
Devil gonna get me one of these days,
But I'm gonna try, sir, to live a little longer,
I wanna get a chance to waste my life
Abandon hope, ye pitiful ones. Embrace defiance and relent another day.
You and me were always with each other
Before we knew the other was ever there
You and me, we belong together
Just like a breath needs the air
I told you if you called I would come runnin'
Across the highs, the lows and the in-betweens
You and me we've got two minds that think as one
And our hearts march to the same beat
They say everything it happens for a reason
You can be flawed enough, but perfect for a person
Someone who will be there for you when you fall apart
Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark
Oh that's you and me
You and me we're searching for the same light
Desperate for a cure to this disease
Well some days are better than others
But I fear no thing as long as you're with me
They say everything it happens for a reason
You can be flawed enough, but perfect for a person
Someone who will be there for you when you fall apart
Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark
And they say everything it happens for a reason
You can be flawed enough, but perfect for a person
Someone who will be there when you start to fall apart
Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark
Vodka!
You're feeling stronger
Vodka!
No more feeling bad
Vodka!
Your eyes are shiny
Vodka!
You are the real man
Vodka!
Wipes away your tears
Vodka!
Removes your fears
Vodka!
Everyone is gorgeous
Yeah, vodka!
Abandon hope, ye pitiful ones. Embrace defiance and relent another day.
