Hellooooo again... I'm back from holiday. I was the one wielding the camera and have deleted all the ones of me in my swimming stuff, so there's no evidence of that! I had a good time... apart from being called a man by a girl in a bar. She literally told me to 'get the eff out of the girls toilets, you fat man'. Which was nice. Oh, also my dress broke one night. I busted the zip on it by breathing out. No joke. But... none of my friends commented on my weight (well, not to my face anyway) so that's cool. I'm just pleased to be home now in my own room. I leave home and go off to university on sunday and have promised myself that as I am in catered halls I will not buy any extra food, which should help the bingeing. And I'm saving up for membership for the uni's gym so hopefully things will get better...
I hope everyone's ok!
Oh, and about the partners thing... my boyfriend and I got together when I was still of average weight. I wasn't skinny but I wasn't that fat (even though I was convinced I was). I've since put on weight and he hasn't dumped me yet. He's put on weight as well, probably because I'm a bit of a 'feeder'. He has shown dislike towards my weight gain, and I don't blame him. He doesn't particularly understand my need to eat though, and thinks I'm in control. So whenever I express disgust at my weight, instead of saying 'you're not fat', he just tells me to stop eating or do some more exercise. I know he's doing it for my best interests though, which is why I'm not mad about it.
AMY.
You're not as messed up as you think you are,
Your self-absorption makes you messier.
Just settle down and you could feel a whole lot better,
Deep down, you're just like everybody else.
Welcome back! Glad your holiday was okay :)
Oh, and good luck with uni and not buying extra food. Although, if your hall food is as bad as ours was, you may have to ><
Glad your holiday was alright!
I got locked out of the flat last night, it was horrible, my key just wouldn't turn in the lock. My new flatmate and I ended up sleeping on some random guy's floor. It's really knocked my confidence, because I finally realised just how bad my spoken Spanish is, because Paula's is way better and it's here 3rd language, and she's also really slim and pretty, and I'm just feeling really really insecure.
I hope you're all good xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
I've come to glomp in here for a bit. I am actually considering stopping paying my TV licence cause there is just never anything on anymore!
I've just found out from work that i can go home for Christmas in October, as this is the only time i will get to see my parents before december. So i am quite looking forward to that. However, that's got me and everybody else here started on the whole Northern vs Southern food debate. I'm getting a bit sick of having to justfy everything i eat to a northerner!
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"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
Ohh. I didn't know there was a chip shop debate lol. All I know is that Scotland has good chip shops. And England doesn't seem to ><
Tomorrowww. I am starting volunteering in a charity shop. Which is a book shop. I get to work in a BOOKSHOP. Which is exciting. But I'm also nervous, because I am terrible at dealing with people and I'm convinced I'll screw it up. Could I have some hugs/good luck?
Hannah I think you'll be fine! :) These things get much better with practice too, so don't worry if you're initially nervous, just take a deep breath and everything will work out. *gives you a squish* xxxx
I've seen better days, but my gosh, your replies to my threads have been amazing so thank you for that :)
I know it might knock your confidence but the best thing to do is fake it till you make it re:confidence, I found that helped me when I was really nervy at work.
Right will somebody explain how i have eaten a few treats this week and managed to loose weight? I mean i'm not complaining, but when i try i don't loose any and when i have treats i suddenly do?! Argh!
~*~ Proud Cat Owner ~*~
"The smallest feline is a masterpiece." - Leonardo Da Vinci
*hugs for everyone*. I´m hoping the mediterreanean diet may be good for me, I´ve found since I´ve been here, I´ve been eating less, but feeling fuller.
Hope you´re all good xxx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Hi everyone!
Sorry I haven't been here in an AGE but I just wanted to say hi to you all and yep Claire I was watching a programme where it said the Mediterranean diet is amazing for losing weight and makes at it's really healthy too just in terms of what you're eating!
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
Hi Hannah!
I'm not too great tbh, I'm considering making a thread in Serious about it but anyway how are you?
You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.
