If you are feeling suicidal, post here...

[on edge]

i just shouldnt be here anymore
i cant fight these thoughts anymore
what is happening to me
i just need to die
need to be free from all these memories

[moomoo15]

I've tried before...the only difference this time is that this time, i won't fail...

[long road]

not going to kill myself today, havent go the energy.
but man does it seem like a good idea.

[astro zombie]

*hugs everyone*
long road, I know how that feels. I've been feeling like that a lot lately; wanting to be dead but being too tired or afraid. I often just wish I was never born. It's a constant fight with yourself.
I hope things get better for all of you.

[Tig]

*Hugs Isabelle* I'm pleased somebody is checking on you but I can relate to how frustrating it is and distressing when you really want to hurt/kill yourself and people are preventing that. If you want to talk please feel free to PM me. xx

[Heaven Knows]

I just want to let go right about now >.<

[DrWatson]

I'm gonna post here because I don't want to be all attention seeking and make a whole thread. Here goes...

I'm feeling extremely suicidal. It's exactly a year since I felt like this, and it scares me :( However, this time I have the added pressure of not wanting to go back into therapy and my 'friends' not understanding why I don't just get on and do it if I'm going to moan about it. I can't talk to my parents - they'll just get mad. Can I just have some hugs? I want to feel safe :(

[Heaven Knows]

*hugs Kate and everyone else needing one*
x Katie x

[DrWatson]

Thank you :') *hugs back* I feel like I'm living in a daze or something, like nothing's real. This sucks :( xx

[Mum24]

It does suck Kate. Hug. I'm there with you. How are you going today? Does anyone in rl understand?

[DrWatson]

Today's not been so great, m'fraid :( There's one person in real life who knows, but he's 20000 miles away at the moment. I just can't tell anyone who could actually inform my parents :(

[Mum24]

You don't want your parents to know? That does complicate things. Couldn't they help you? I completely understand of course... I never wanted my parents to know. I still keep my pain to myself.

[perola]

I'm so tired, I sleep a lot and I feel more tired everyday. All I want is to sleep forever. Please, help me!

[Heaven Knows]

<3 I don't have a lot of words for all of you - but *hugs* - keep fighting.
x Katie x

[DrWatson]

Mum24 - I can't tell my parents, they'll just get mad at me. And try and talk to me about it. I don't want to talk about it - it'd shock them.

[shadowedsoul]

ugh so suicidal tonight, trying to distract myself nothings working. ffs

[Heaven Knows]

I know I should go to sleep because I'm so damn unsafe right now...but I don't think I want to. I can't help but thinking if I disappeared it wouldn't make the slightest bit of difference to anyone.

[silent_scars11]

Hugs to all of you who've posted before me. <3

Kate, maybe you should let your parents know? Or if not, call a suicide hotline. I find sometimes it hurts a little less if you share it with someone.

I feel suicidal too lately. Never done anything more than think about it, but when you're thinking about it near 24/7...it gets hard.

I know I'm going to kill myself before I reach a certain age, so sometimes I wonder what I'm waiting for, and why I don't just get it over with already before my parents waste more money on me with finishing college and such....

[long road]

so i know it'd be bad to kill myself.

but my brain doesnt beleive it. i mean yes it'd be bad for others left behind, people i care about and dont want to hurt, but if i'm dead how could it be bad for me.

i keep fighting cos i know its what i meant to do but half of me doesnt see the point right now

[whysosad]

i dont have a mum
thanks to me my dad is going to prison
i just got moved out of my foster family
i have noone.
i AM noone.
whats even the point anymore? im thinking more and more that dad was right...
i dont deserve to live.