Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[Bellatrix]

i'm sorry i don't do enough. i'll try harder.

[planemo]

The dark side of depression, self pity and reckless endangerment is calling...


And I feel like listening, and giving in.

[Ardea]

Thank you so much or your support last night. I needed it more than you know.

[MunchBox]

I can't get it out of my head.
I can't rationalise my thoughts.
I'm being injected evil.
I can't continue with the depot for that reason.

I want to live, but this will kill me.

Please, please, listen and understand.

[Lilo]

I don't know why I care so much about you finding someone else. I know we weren't serious and you've been distant in the past few weeks but for some reason I'm still sitting here crying my eyes out. Why am I always second best.

[planemo]

I gave in.

[DestroyMe]

you can't walk out of my life after I get attached to you and then expect me to let you right back in.
this is gunna take some work. you leaving like that for a stupid reason did nothing but open up the old wounds of my Bio father leaving me.
if you're my father figure you can't do what my actual dad did.
thank you for asking permission to be back in my life but this is gunna take a while.
I don't trust easy and I've got too much on my plate and it seems like you talk more then you listen really....but then again I barely talk about the issues I'm having because I don't want to bother you.

[Dreaming.]

I'm think I'm in love with you, and I think you're incredible. I don't know why you kissed me that night but I'm super-glad you did, and I'm super-glad that we're still together months on.

But I need you to communicate more, or I need to know that the expectation I have of your communication is too high. I trust you to be honest with me if things aren't going right. Please don't break that trust.

[Dreaming.]

School choir plus that song is too much nostalgia. I need a focus.

[Ardea]

too much to say. too much going on in my brain. the hurt won't go away. if only it did every time you did. but it's here weather you are or not. why am i waiting for a reply i know won't come? i hate playing this waiting game. i should know by now. i've literally been waiting years. when will i learn? you think i'd take the hint.

[Ardea]

part of me is holding back.

[Ardea]

there's so much i wanted to say but i'm scared.

[Bellatrix]

the thoughts are loud and i want to cut. please.

[chinahorse]

help
please work out for once

[[Luna]]

Please stop caring so I can destroy myself in peace.
Please just hate me and see me for the worthless whore I am.
I'm too tired. It's too hard. I'm not cut out for this.
Leave me in a ditch to rot.
Please hate me. Please let me disappear.

[dead-wolf]

I hate how you always come back to haunt me. Not only are the s****s present but forever a living reminder of what i done to myself, yet still i dont learn, still i want morw. You will not break me this time i am strong i am going to beat you. 2 years ago i threw the box. If only that was the end

[Ardea]

i'm the problem

[Ardea]

i just want to be honest. i want to see if this is a problem.

[Kyaneos]

I meant nothing to you and never did. I couldnt have if a year of your life can be erased so easily. I always knew. I am worthless.

[Ardea]

It's fine.