I try to make it through my life
In my way
There's you
I try to make it through these lies
That's all I do
Just don't deny it
Just don't deny it
And deal with it
Yeah, Deal with it
You try to break me
You wanna break me
Bit by bit
That's just part of it
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
I don't care
I try to make you see my side
I Always try to stay in line But your eyes see right through
That's all they do
I'm getting tired of this ****
I got no room when it's like this But you order me
just deal with it!
So
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
I don't care
[Cello Solo]
(If you won't be there for me, You won't be there for me)
(If you won't be there for me, You won't be there for me)
[Piano Solo]
If you were or dead or still alive
I don't care
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
I don't care
If you were dead or still alive
I don't care
(If you won't be there for me, You won't be there for me)
I don't care
And all the things you left behind
I don't care
(You won't be there for me)
I don't care
At all
Fear
And the panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel
Like everything I sow
Is been swept away Well I refuse to let you go
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over?
Life
Will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one
Thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
When we bleed we bleed the same?
I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
Loneliness be over
When will this Loneliness be over?
("Maps of the Problematique"-Muse)
Last edited by Dreamer And Believer : 15-08-2009 at 04:43 PM.
I can't seem to crawl away.
I'm lost and so ashamed,
careless, but so afraid.
My life is fading.
Every day's another test of fighting my addictions, placing myself in situations,
will it ever go away?
I used to never dream, but now I have nightmares.
Will you save me from this darkness?
Keep me surrounded.
I hear you calling me, I need to feel you to end my agony, and wash it all away.
Let me feel you reaching for me.
I need to be surrounded by you, will it ever go away?
I used to never dream, but now I only have nightmares, will you save me from this darkness?
Keep me surrounded.
Nightmares, Nightmares, Nightmares...
She said "you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..." She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway, I never did and I, I never will, I never will"
It doesn't matter.
We're encased in the struggle of day to day life.
To break free is to ask for help.
Impossible.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
you're so funny, you should be a comedian, god damn!
unfortunately i am, i just hide behind the tears of a clown
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye(3)
thode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon ho
aur zara zara pe muskuraye
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye(2)
thode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon ho
aur zara zara pe muskuraye
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye(2)
dilon jaan se joh mujhpe mare
sirf mujhse mohabbat kare
mere khwabon mein khoya rahe
mere kaandho pe soya rahe
mere liye duniya bhulaye
mere dardo gum bhi uthaye
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye
lamha lamha umar baat le
meri tanhayian kaat le
har ghadi bas mera naam le
ladkhadayon joh main thaam le
mere saare sapne sajaye
meri palko mein ghar banaye
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye
thode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon ho
aur zara zara pe muskuraye
aisa koi zindagi mein aaye,
joh zindagi ko zindagi banaye(2)
thode khushiyaan ho thode ansoon ho
aur zara zara pe muskuraye
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
doko tonaku sono kanashisou na kao mo kitto ashita ni wa wasure kieru
itsukara darou konna ni hitomi ga shinda no wa
(the sadness on the face will probably be gone tomorrow.
When did my eyes become dead?)
muimi ni ikitsudzuke utau ore wa ittai asu ni nani ga aru
heya de hitori kodou wo kanade sakebu
Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself
(What is waiting for me tomorow as I sing and live without meaning?
Alone in my room as my heartbeat screams
Don't kid yourself and don't fool yourself)
I am addicted to the perceived fate
shigami tsuita unmei ni ore wa hitori
Don't kid yourself and don't wound yourself
(I am addicted to the perceived fate
I am alone I linger on to this fate
Don't kid yourself and don't wound yourself)
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Can you pretend I'm amazing?
I can pretend I'm amazing.
Instead of what we both know.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.
Will you think of me,
in time? It's never my luck,
So nevermind. I wanna say your name,
But the pain starts
again,
It's never my luck,
So nevermind.
And I had a dream that you were with me ,
it wasn't my fault,
you rolled me over,
flipped me over,
like a somersault.
And that doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never,
And i stood outside her
Heaven.
you can tell
from the scars on my arms
and cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls
you can tell
from the glass on the floor
and the strings that're breaking
and i keep on breaking more
and it looks like i am shaking
but it's just the temperature
and then again
if it were any colder i could disengage
if i were any older i could act my age
but i dont think that youd believe me
it's
not
the
way
i'm
meant
to
be
it's just the way the operation made me
and you can tell
from the state of my room
that they let me out too soon
and the pills that i ate
came a couple years too late
and ive got some issues to work through
there i go again
pretending to be you
make-believing
that i have a soul beneath the surface
trying to convince you
it was accidentally on purpose
i am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism
i might join your century
but only on a rare occasion
i was taken out
before the labor pains set in and now
behold the world's worst accident
i am the girl anachronism
and you can tell
by the red in my eyes
and the bruises on my thighs
and the knots in my hair
and the bathtub full of flies
that i'm not right now at all
there i go again
pretending that i'll fall
don't call the doctors
cause they've seen it all before
they'll say just
let
her
crash
and
burn
she'll learn
the attention just encourages her
and you can tell
from the full-body cast
that i'm sorry that i asked
though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
but i might be catching so don't touch
you'll start believeing youre immune to gravity and stuff
don't get me wet
because the bandages will all come off
and you can tell
from the smoke at the stake
that the current state is critical
well it is the little things, for instance:
in the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses:
please excuse her for the day, its just the way the medication makes her...
i dont necessarily believe there is a cure for this
so i might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
i was too precarious removed as a caesarian
behold the worlds worst accident
I AM THE GIRL ANACHRONISM
Here is an angel of healing i drew for everyone needing that extra hope... God bless you all and i wish you a speedy recovery...
I can see you stalking like a predator
I've been here before
Temptation calls like Adam to the apple
But I will not be caught
Coz I can read those velvet eyes
And all I see is lies
No more poison
Killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
Stop stop preying
Coz I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy, oh
Move while you're watching me
Dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Move while you're watching me
Dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see, your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
It was in the March of the winter I turned seventeen
That I bought those pills I thought I would need And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault, and you've been good to me Just lately I've been feeling like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk upon
And I've heard that music echo through the house
Where my grandmother drank by herself
And I sat watching a flower as it was withering I was embarrassed by its honesty
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this ****ing wreck that's taken its place
So please forgive what I have done No, you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
But spring came bearing sunlight, those persuasive rays
So I gave myself a few more days
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
When Justin spoke very plainly
He said "Of course it's your decision,
But just so you know. If you decide to leave,
Soon I will follow"
I wrote this for a baby who has yet to be born
My brother's first child, I hope that womb's not too warm 'Cause it's cold out here and it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air, to discover loss
So I'd like to make some changes before you arrive So when your new eyes meet mine they won't see no lies
Just love, just love.
I will be pure
No, no, I know I will be pure
Like snow, like gold
Here is an angel of healing i drew for everyone needing that extra hope... God bless you all and i wish you a speedy recovery...
