Wouldn't say bad
Hi
Sorry you are struggling so much. However, I wouldn't use the word "bad". Obviously you are in a battle with yourself over your Self-harm. I was and still am in such battle, thinking Self-harm is wrong, bad, unjustifiable. But I realised it's not bad or good I needed to hurt myself, because of past traumas that I couldn't live with. I hurt myself for many, many years, which was sad. I wasn't ready for recovery, ready to think about living another way. Then after hurting myself badly, 10/1/2014, I came out of hospital. I sat looking at all my scar's it was then I realised I shouldn't be hurting myself i have done nothing wrong. And I haven't hurt myself since, you see I was ready for recovery. I still want to hurt myself but I haven't for nearly a year an a half. I take each day as it comes now, for everyday you don't hurt yourself is a victory. If you ever want to talk I am here, if I can help you I will try my best. So get in touch if you need support, advice or just to chat.
Best Wishes
From Michael 🇬🇧
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