This morning (well, just now) I got a letter telling me i'm now on the waiting list for that SHARDS support group thingy...Hopefully the waiting list won't be too long.
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Well im glad you have something to try and motivate you, and good luck with the date
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Well im glad you have something to try and motivate you, and good luck with the date
Thank you! It's still not easy but i'm trying!
I am a bit worried about what i'm going to be like after Saturday, at the moment the thought of Saturday is kinda stopping me and that's really the only thing but after that what will stop me then? I need to think of something haha.
Also, I pick up more meds tomorrow, I hope they only give me the one week amount, I really don't trust myself with anymore :/
I look forward to you bugging me, it's always a highlight!
I'm trying to stay strong, I really am but it's just soo hard! I went to burn myself tonight but I don't know what stopped me, that's a lie, I did burn but only the once and I don't know what stopped me carrying on..I'm trying though!
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Y'know, I don't care anymore, what is the point in even trying to get "better" anymore? Really, what is the point?
I can't even go a few days without burning myself, I don't know why I try...Yes, I do have some good days but they are getting few and far between...I'm not right, it's starting to hit me that i'm not well..
I've not been well for a wee while now and I can't see it getting any better...
What's the point?
People are starting to get sick of me and my emo ways and I don't blame them, I really don't. I'm getting sick of myself..I just need to man the fuck up.
Im not sick of you mike, and im sure noone else is either. Unless you have some stupid self absorbed friends who dont like pther people to have problems but thats their look out. Dnt apologise, you are a really positive force on this site, and although i know its hard to see it when you feel this bad, there is a reason to get sorted out because life is good when your happy.
Maybe you should talk to your dr again, explain that if anything things are getting worse for you?
They could maybe look at some more options
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Mmm...I suppose you are right, I just can't help but think i'm pushing people away and I don't want that but it's happening so then I have to pretend to be fine and all that..
I was thinking about going to the docs again, it does seem like these meds ain't really helping me all that much...I don't know. I'll think about it.
I think you should. Remember, your friends care about you, and we dont want anything to happen or for you to be unhappy.
And you can text me if ever you want
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Keep down I know it's the smart and wise thing to do but i've been there and A&E quite a bit the past month and i'm just scared they might get sick of me and end up locking me away or something...Then again, that wouldn't be a totally bad thing.
When we lose twenty pounds... we may be losing the twenty best pounds we have! We may be losing the pounds that contain our genius, our humanity, our love and honesty. ~Woody Allen
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