You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
*Hugs mark* i'm...I dunno, i'm ok, but worried cause my dad will be here soon and we don't get on, and annoyed cause I still have teeth marks in my arm from last night :/
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
Could you put on a long sleeved top Nicole? It's not exactly warm despite the snow going away mostly , I reckon a long sleeved top is okay , I'm wearing one :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
i'm in my PJs ;) lol. Came home from my appointment with Julie, then had a bath and got in my PJs, cause i'm cool :P
You called me an angel, there must be a twist,
Have you ever seen an angel with scars on her wrist?
And blood trickling down from a gash on her arm,
Have you ever seen an angel self harm?-Unknown
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Thankyou Crimson *Hugs* I . WON'T . DO . IT. ........not tonight , I want to make a cut infected , I've gone since Christmas day so far . That's something I guess.
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
*curls up in ball and tries to remember how to breath again* Damn gas co. with their wrong acct info... sent me into a panic attack saying we owe over 300$! It's not our acct, but I didn't know that at first... WTF! stupid ppl!
~Kelly~
the hardest battle you are ever going to fight is the battle against yourself
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I'm having a hungry day, today. I just want to keep eating and eating and eating. *cries* I'm trying to be healthy about losing weight but I'm already at over half my daily cals if I eat my lunch now and lunch is an hour away.*throws self on floor and kicks and screams* It's not fair! I try to be healthy and not give in to my ED and I end up feeling like I'm starving... If I feel like I'm starving, why not just give in? I'd feel the same way... FML.
Edit~ I'm going to go try to keep busy and hopefully forget I'm hungry :(
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I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
I had the same problem earler this year Kelly . Power company wanted over £1000 from me for the time the flat was unoccupied. Took months to work out , I hope your works out soom hun.*Hugs*
*Hugs Crimson* Is it only 4 days since the big day? man it seem quite a while ago , I semi-thought it must be longer than 4 days I even texted my sister to find out the day! I have been sure all day it is Tuesday . Idiot! *Hate Hate Hate*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
The voices are getting worse , i just took my night medication and extra medication that am allowed to take
but i have to wait a while before it works.
Am listening to music still but i have headphones on now .
The devil wants me to do things for him , but i cant as there really bad things .
I need to cut the devil out of me
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind it can control you
It's too close for comfort
*hugs mark* thanks. it's all worked out now, but it scared me shitless! We already have to get help to keep from having our elec/water shut off *hugs knees again and watches mug run by in taunting manner ;)*
~Kelly~
the hardest battle you are ever going to fight is the battle against yourself
*hugs Mark* Thanks. I ended up eating lunch 30 min early but at least I'm eating (mostly) healthy stuff and I got mini rice cakes yesterday at the store so hopefully if I get really hungry again a few of those will curb it a bit...
Glad I'm not the only one that's figured out resolutions for next year already :)
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
Don't I know it... it's been running from me all damn day! ;) Look at all the spilt moacha! *watches more moacha slosh over the sides of one of the running mugs then grabs a mop to clean it up*
Just like cleaning up after a toddler! ;)
~Kelly~
the hardest battle you are ever going to fight is the battle against yourself
*Hugs Crimson* I had my new years resolution down before Christmas .
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I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"