Graphic - Things aren’t great…

[Emmabob.]

Things aren’t going too fantastically.
I’m in the middle of an almighty eating disorder relapse which I can’t get any real support for.
I suspect I’m on the verge of a SH relapse despite being clear for the best part of 10yrs.
I’ve supposedly got bipolar & have been started on antidepressants for awful anxiety which seems to have thrown me into some sort of mixed episode. Previously stable without meds.
How does one person be so full of energy, ridiculously restless, not particularly sleeping, overly talkative.. yet could quite happily shred themselves to pieces & off themselves if there was a foolproof way to do it? Make it make sense because I don’t have a clue.

I don’t know what I want here, life’s a bitch & I’m hugely falling at the moment

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

Low on words but I hear you, you aren't alone in this <3
x

[Auror.]

Can you go to whomever prescribed the meds and explain what is going on? You deserve to get some relief from how you're feeling.

[Emmabob.]

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Originally Posted by Auror.

Can you go to whomever prescribed the meds and explain what is going on? You deserve to get some relief from how you're feeling.

I’m gonna try speak to her next week. She only works Monday-Wednesday & I try my best to stick with the same person for the sake of continuity.

[Auror.]

Ah, that's really frustrating. I understand wanting the continuity, but if things become too unmanageable while you wait is there any option you can reach out to before that?