Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[only left over tears]

Dear L;
I know when you said I should kill myself you were probably joking, but what you don't know is that I've been wanting to for a long time.
-Me

[Shakespeare's Strumpet]

You don't get angry with me. I can't make you hate me.
Your compassion scares me.

[MeganAlmighty]

I dont think tonight is going to be ok.

..

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and im sorry to the people who i text for support when they need it more than me and i cant seem to find anything to say to help them

[missloraamy]

i'm sorry i've let you down. i'm a waste of oxygen. pathetic. too pathetic to even top myself.

[StuckInReverse]

I can't stop thinking about you. And don't flatter yourself.. its not a good thinking about you. You ruined me.. You ruined me by abusing me and letting others abuse me.. You are a fucking piece of shit! I hate you! I hope you burn in hell you stupid asshole. You didnt deserve to have kids. Do you regret what you did to us? I bet you dont. I bet you are sitting at home on your fat ass glad that you ruined your children for life. Fuck you!

[lozza]

I never cared if my leg was infected or not and I still dont fucking care.
what is happening to me? please someone tell me cuz I cant do this anymore!!!!!!

I want to hurt myself. I dont want to be breathing. I want to fucking be dead and out of pain.

so what if V actually cares about me - does it even matter? cuz I was always led to believe that it didnt even matter how many people did love and care about me until I was able to love and care about myself...

and well I dont so I guess that cancels out other people really giving a damn about me!!

where has all this low self worth come from? I swear I wasnt feeling this way on monday or even tuesday!!! But it has me completely and I feel unable to get away from its cold grip

its like I am being suffocated and my only way to be able to breathe is to let it overcome me, let it be in full control.

it was scary last night. I felt so faint and like I would black out any second. It felt so good though - I felt on top of the world and so free!!!!

fuck

what is going on? and why am I so scared and afraid to let anyone in to help me? I cannot even tell them this stuff to their face!
all I can do is retreat further into myself, smile and tell them that really I am ok.

please believe me when I say I am fine. I dont want to hurt you. I just really need to hurt myself. That is all. I just really need to keep hurting myself...

[MunchBox]

Am I that insignificant to you? You don't even care anymore. You used me. Fuck you, you heartless twat.

[JaffaCake.]

Please help me, baby.
Come rescue me from this hell I so freely let myself fall into. I need you. + the urge to die is so strong now, I'm not sure I even want to stop it.

[cowgirl_2418]

My moods scare me
I totally realized that all i truly want is to not exist.
Sweet suicide won't stop calling my name
I'm scared
Every night i cut my wrist deeper and it makes it even better now that it is so infected :)

[*Ashes*to*Ashes*]

I guess I should be thankful that my depression is making me so tired and lost for any kind of energy; it would be so easy for me to end it today, but I'm too tired to get off the couch and do it.

[missloraamy]

i don't even recognise myself anymore.
who am i?

[Sentient Treacle]

I've fucked up, I wish I knew what this was about, if you'd just talk to me it'd be slightly better, although this is probably better this way.

[Lemonade.]

You don't understand a freakin thing about me.

But you think you do.
YOU DON'T.
You think you know what's best for me and think you have all the answers
but you don't
please leave me alone.
Don't talk to me.

Or...talk to me.
But understand that I don't always want to talk back.
Just tell me you love me.
Tell me you'll be there for me.
Hug me.

Don't get angry with me when I'm depressed and don't want to talk to you. Why the hell do you get angry? Do you not see how much worse it makes me feel? Why do you treat me like crap when I feel like crap? You don't understand anything about me. Why don't you ask me if I'm ok? Do you not care about me? Am I a burden for you? You don't understand me. You really don't.

I love you.
But you need to hate me.
Make new friends.
Leave me be.
That's what's best for you.
Forget about me, I'm too much trouble for you.

[JaffaCake.]

Why did that reply hurt as much as it did?
Wait, are you jealous Em?
Shock horror. I'm such a bitch it's untrue.

[x-dying-inside-x]

I'm sorry but i don't know who else to turn to.
You seem to understand me and have the right words to say.
thank you for everything you have done.

[fairylights]

stop telling me this. stop assuming that it will happen. that there is no other option. no one has said that it is going to happening yet. so please stop attacking me.

[chinahorse]

For gods sake notice already! I'm running out of time here.

[Gone.]

I'm terrified that I'm going to end up diagnosed with an eating disorder.

[lungs locked lips locked]

I'm sorry. I wish I could make it not hurt. I'm so sorry.

[TeenSeen]

I'm sorry...I don't mean to fail as much as I do...I'm just bad at this...
Thanks for keeping your patence, though...I know it's hard.
I suck...I know...
Please just...Don't stay mad at me. I don't think I could bare it.