Triggering (OD) - & SUICIDE TRIG

[Merc]

I guess its stupid
but i OD almost everynigt
not HUGE amounts
doen the triple digit amounts
not in that phase anymore
but everynight
i take way troooo many of....anything
plus dtrink
maybe im hoping my body will give out, give up one nioght
so far no luck.
but that stoned/out of it feeling is sp preferable to this noramla nothing
i tried gicving hubby pills
i tried stopping (just found different 'things')
maybe im hoping if i die this way it wont be 'actual' (intentional) suicide
it will jsut.....
be
romp

[guiltyinnocence]

im sorry you feel like this
*hugs*
xxxx

[Lil'MissLaLa]

romp hunni, please hold on. You are a very strong and caring woman. I dk wat i can say to help u see this because i no wat its like. Do u have anyone atm who can help more? I know what its like to just want ure body to give up and not be in ure head anymore, but trust me hunni, u are very much cared about and i just wish i could take all ure pain away. I'm sorry im being so crap with advice - just no tht i care ok.
love and hugs
Dani
xx

[VanityStar]

careful for your liver, you're a doll, you shouldnt do that to yourself.