Thank you Lio <3
I forgot about the helpline and online support. I am desperate enough to contact anyone at this point!
I can ask. I was told by the dietician to try and get refeeding bloods done.
Though I've been home for over a week and not died so I'm assuming everything is fine.
The GP that referred me tried nudging them a few times, to no avail.
I'm still salty that they discharged me because i wasn't stable enough for the therapy i wasn't getting, and probably wasn't going to get for a long time
Although it is amusing that it only happened because the consultant tried to get them to see me sooner...
I don't think i can deal with starting the whole thing again.
And i may not even be put on the list again. The psychologist said at the assessment that rhey weren't even referring people for 1:1 therapy.
So if they assess me again and find out my weight, then they'll probably not refer me again.
The other options were self help or group therapy. Or a local charity, who are not taking new people and haven't been since i was assessed.
That's exactly it.
I'm not hopeful for any professional help anytime soon.
Not until I'm actually dying. Even then, not guaranteed.