It came in the mail...very frightening.
They obviously know very little of us...or the would have saved their precious catalogue for someone else :P (but at those prices they can afford a wasted one or 6 dozen)
I understand what you mean about the weight of words...a very good way to express it.
Have they quit now?
Are they leaving soon?
Do you babysit for them or they have someone come in?
They've all gone out now.
I've never baby sat, just for an odd half an hour here or there. When they need someone they use her parents. They used to have a babysitter regularly, but not now. They don't use me I guess because that's not my job, and I'm at work a lot anyway, and .... "do they trust me?" He has an ambivalent relationship with me anyway. Because I guess he sees me as competition for 'mum' as being another female and all that stuff.
Not exactly fruit! One of these. Well, actually 2.
Nah. Kind of semi-hyper! All that fru, and my hormones settling down and my brain saying a huge 'aaaahhhh' of relief after the awful PMS I've had the past week. Well, more like PMDD, or pre-menstrual psychosis.
Yes, rational mind agrees with that interpretation, Paranoid Mind doesn't.
I hope you can 'enjoy' the hyper and keep it to a good feeling.
Any plans for the evening?
I'm thinking I may go back to bed for a bit...not much sleep last night, but having fun here dispells any lingering bits of last night.
Bed in a couple of hours for me. Have got work all day tomorrow. Am feeling a bit sleepy now indeed.
Disturbed nights aren't fun, romp, by any means, I know.
I freaked out a while back when I was woken by a front door slamming. Upstairs were away and my flatmates were away and I was plain terrified. I got up, put all the lights on. At first I thought someone had come in our door. Someone was upstairs. So it was there. I was even more terrified. I could hear them. Upstairs' door is right next to ours, and sound the same. Looked out the front window, nothing looked suspicious. It took me a long time to figure that it was upstairs come back, and not intruders. But ick. Sorry for creeping you all out.
Don't be sorry. It's good to get it out.
Perhaps if I did that more, was courageous like you and posted other things, I would learn a bit more about me.
That is one thing that has always struck me, how very courageous you are...despite how vulnerable you may be feeling. You put it out there. You admit to it.
I, for one, can certainly learn from that.
So, thank you.
Another inspiration created by your actions.
I hope you sleep well and peacefully.
xxx
Me too. My mind's certainly much less tense. I explained it to my therapist as hormones running around my brain with memories and feelings attached and causing paranoia etc.
PMP is apparently related to bipolar. Ick. I don't have bipolar.
^^ agrees.
There is so much overlap. I can understand why docs/psychs/etc are hesistant to DX.
The 'good' ones anyways. Because it takes time to learn of the person being 'treated' just as it takes time for the patient.
random note...i was bored and painted my nails a sapphire blue with white polka dots!!
lol
Is distracting co I still cheat when like this and watch the keyboard..dots whizzing about are distracting
I sadly had to give up on nail varnish shortly after starting my job. Shelving and tidying books meant chipped varnish and splitting nails as a result.
I do now, lol.
I have to clearcoat them...but I hate being restricted in movement...seems as soon as I paint my nails I suddenly have a million 'pressing' things I should be doing, lol.
Daughter quite likes, so doing hers tonight...after she gets home from the mall.
Her friend offered to make her winter formal dress..they are both excited.
So, patterns at lunch to decide, then friend's mom is taking to the fabric store to get all that is needed.
Can't wait to see the dress/material.
There is a good nail polish that works while you do..as they advertise, lol.
But, this time it is true
*falls over*
Hmmm...it's 'Sally Hansen' brand...something '10'...will try to remember.
I was a dishwasher in a restaurant (cringes at the memory) at the time, so always wet, water, etc and this stuff really worked...
was so many years ago...
I go thru phases it seems.
I'm very lucky in that my nails grow very fast.
But, sitting and painting them?? Doesn't happen unless I am in 'the mood'.
And growing them screws up playing guitar...I have to decide what I'd rather.
That;'s why I started buying the '60 second' polish..it truly does dry that fast.
Thats why I have painted nails now, lol.
Feeling I should get my butt back on the treadmill...
Buuuut..maybe later.
Trying to learn how to lose weight 'propely'
My mind is still wired to 'all or nothing'
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If I wasn't such a lush it wouldn't be a problem :P
Is the not going out from an anxiety point or a depressed, don't have the energy/desire point?
You really dont need to answer, if you would rather not.
I keep trying to use the dogs, to make myself feel 'guilty' for not going out...thank god we a HUGE backyard.
WhenI cant face going out wit them, I just play with them out there.
I miss having my license. My truck is sitting in the driveway...but I cant drive it. But, oh yay, start it and run it every once in awhile, etc...
I miss the freedomw.
I was 'safe' in the truck...
I'm not 'safe' on the bus everywhere..
oh well..soon...
Least we are in a very large city so many, many bus routes...
One bus takes me to the hospital for appts and docs officce is right across te street.
LOL..Sheylie (other cat) has decideed to help me type...
Am home now, have had dinner, and am here. I can sleep in tomorrow. Hooray! Although my version of sleeping in is until about 10ish at the latest, usually. I only have Sunday mornings when I can sleep in beyond 6.30, so I hope I manage to get some good rest tonight.
