i dont know... its a idea... but i dont know if i could do it because the US has alot of people everywhere.... even in the north american deserts!!!! (i checked.) so i dont think that i'll be able to do without hurting other living beings and i dont want to hurt any other living beings (people, animals and or plants) besides me..........
just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
Would you like me or someone to approve of your suicide plan? Or for us to ask you to reconsider? Or something else? It’s very difficult to know what to say that would be helpful when you message with suicide plans etc. People want to support but perhaps a better way of getting helpful support would be to talk about feelings and thoughts rather than sending suicide plans? I appreciate feelings and thoughts are trickier to detail though but in order to move forward those are probably the things to focus on x
Would you like me or someone to approve of your suicide plan? Or for us to ask you to reconsider? Or something else? It’s very difficult to know what to say that would be helpful when you message with suicide plans etc. People want to support but perhaps a better way of getting helpful support would be to talk about feelings and thoughts rather than sending suicide plans? I appreciate feelings and thoughts are trickier to detail though but in order to move forward those are probably the things to focus on x
i honestly dont know.....
ok... i'll try to focus on the feelings and thoughts more
just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
You might want to have a read through of some other threads on here to see how things usually go. For example, most people don't simply reply to responses with either only "okay" or "I don't know." We don't ask questions because we want to know the answers, though you are welcome to share that. We ask questions or offer suggestions to try to get you to think about things and to think about how things might be better or different for you in your own life. If you don't know the answers and think it's something worth thinking about, it's okay to take time before replying to think and reflect on it instead of just saying you don't know. Or it's okay to think about it on your own and not post your response.
I don't mean this to be rude, just a suggestion that might help you use the site and forums and communicate with us more effectively, as other than posting about suicide those seem to be your go to responses. It's really hard to offer support or suggestions if you don't really seem to want to think about things or consider that things might be different for you.
Again, if you're not in a place to consider changing things or working on things, and you just simply want sympathy or hugs that is also okay, but I really think you need to be honest with yourself about that.
im leaveing the site.... i thought that i could be 100% honest here... free to be me... to voice what was really in my head... but i cant.... i need to find another safe place..... i'll still be on wattpad so i'll still be writeing my story i just wont post it on RYL im sorry...
*hugs you*
love you all allways.. therese
<3
just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
I dont know if you will see this but I am sorry you feel like you have to leave. We can provide help with your feelings if you're honest. What we cannot do is encourage you in your suicide quest or condemn potentially illegal stuff as like it has been said before we aren't a pro site. Like most things in life there are rules to follow. It is ok not to have all the answers but to shut us down isn't. Ryl isn't a substitute for your therapist or group home staff however much you don't like them.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
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i dont know... its a idea... but i dont know if i could do it because the US has alot of people everywhere.... even in the north american deserts!!!! (i checked.) so i dont think that i'll be able to do without hurting other living beings and i dont want to hurt any other living beings (people, animals and or plants) besides me..........
If as you said, this is true, then I hope you would consider that the staff members of the group home would/could potentially get into a lot of trouble and lose their jobs or worse if you actually killed yourself. If you don't want to hurt anyone else, then the best thing you can do is stay alive and work with staff and your therapist to try to find ways to work on and improve how you are feeling.
As said, we aren't a pro suicide website, but should you choose to remain here, we're willing to try to help and support you within the rules and bounds of the site.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I dont know if you will see this but I am sorry you feel like you have to leave. We can provide help with your feelings if you're honest. What we cannot do is encourage you in your suicide quest or condemn potentially illegal stuff as like it has been said before we aren't a pro site. Like most things in life there are rules to follow. It is ok not to have all the answers but to shut us down isn't. Ryl isn't a substitute for your therapist or group home staff however much you don't like them.
i did see it.... you and my therapist made me realized that even though i cant talk about everything.. i still need RYL.......... im sorry....
just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
If as you said, this is true, then I hope you would consider that the staff members of the group home would/could potentially get into a lot of trouble and lose their jobs or worse if you actually killed yourself. If you don't want to hurt anyone else, then the best thing you can do is stay alive and work with staff and your therapist to try to find ways to work on and improve how you are feeling.
As said, we aren't a pro suicide website, but should you choose to remain here, we're willing to try to help and support you within the rules and bounds of the site.
it was true but i talked about it yesterday night to my therapist i was honest with her whitch was really hard for me to do...
just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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