I've been thinking about suicide a fair bit recently, making plans and wishing I wasn't here anymore. I haven't wanted to tell you because I don't want to let you down, I know you're proud of me because I've only self harmed once in six months. I just don't want to let you down, I'm trying to hold on, but a part of me thinks I shouldn't bother.
so new coping methods get drunk so i dont really have control while cutting. excellent start to screwing up again not that thats really a start. if you think im going to tell you im cutting again you have another thing coming but you dont really care anyway im just a waste of your time
I want to curl up in a ball and disappear.
I've had enough now.
It hurts too much.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
are you such an unfeeling, heartless bitch to all your clients? or just me?
can you please re-diagnose me as schitzo so i can get rid of you and get Lauren back.
I FUCKING HATE YOU
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I know where this goes
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
