Tell Your Secrets! And Be Honest!! - Page 98

Gracie_Marie · 06-03-2009, 07:16 AM

I hide things and lie to keep others from doing things to themselves, even though I know it's killing me inside and affecting me way worse then it's affecting them.

Gracie_Marie · 06-03-2009, 07:21 AM

I want to go see a doctor and I think I want to go to a hospital. Anything to fix me and make me normal. Anything.

*fallenangel* · 06-03-2009, 10:56 AM

Theyve sensed somethings changed in me this morning. I dont care if they yell at me. I dont care if they talk about me like im a bit of shit that isnt in the room. I dont care if they take the piss.
I just dont care. Yes you won. You got to me. And now I dont care. I feel nothing. Im numb. Going through the motions feeling nothing.
And thats for the best.

Sunshine · 06-03-2009, 10:37 PM

I wish it had worked! I wish all of those attempts had worked

lasting · 06-03-2009, 11:00 PM

it hurts. why can't i understand?

Narrator · 07-03-2009, 12:34 AM

I cut, and i feel so guilty about telling her.
Im so sorry...
x.

red.rain · 07-03-2009, 02:30 AM

i talked to sikes, but i didn't tell him about me being suicidal. great. now i have to deal with that......not sure if i can.

gotta-breathe · 07-03-2009, 04:22 AM

I feel weak because I didnt give in. All theyve been telling me is to stop. But none of them are listening. None of them hear me.
I never mattered to her. I was, an outlet. An enabler. And now I'm worse off them she was.
My mom found out. And I hate it. I think thats where my knife went. And its making want to look for other things to use.
I don't know what I want, except that its to be anywhere but here.

gotta-breathe · 07-03-2009, 04:31 AM

i want a
sharper
one.
and
I want
it
NOW.

KittenEyes · 07-03-2009, 07:53 AM

I am SO fucking bored and lonely right now
I really miss him and want to know what's going on
I've been thinking about suicide a lot today

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Strawberry.Bananas · 07-03-2009, 10:42 AM

I'm a little scared.

_plastic · 07-03-2009, 01:18 PM

I'm taking diet pills every day.

Call it recovery still..

_plastic · 07-03-2009, 01:19 PM

Please, I need anorexia back?

Strawberry.Bananas · 07-03-2009, 02:06 PM

I'm losing control.

gotta-breathe · 08-03-2009, 02:55 AM

I want to save everyone.

But how can I when I can't even save myself?

Papercut · 08-03-2009, 05:35 PM

I Really Want To Just Get It All Over With
I Really Believe That It Would Be For The Best
Im Not Scared Of Dying
Im Scared Of Waking Up And Having To Deal With You All Over Again.

flying[star] · 08-03-2009, 11:10 PM

i still have that blade i bought
i said i was gonna throw it out to myself

course im a liar

i need the cuts

i need to be able to control myself

~.Ilyssya.~ · 08-03-2009, 11:21 PM

I hurt myself cause I know I deserve it.

I hate the only guy who's ever loved me...because he loves me.

I want to help people, anyone. Anyone but myself.

I'm afraid of recovery. I dont know how I'll cope with everything without it.

I hate myself.

Kuwairo · 09-03-2009, 12:22 AM

I regret January 5th.
I am failing EVERYTHING, and I don't just mean uni.

Freak · 09-03-2009, 05:14 AM

I want to go back in time, more than anything else in the entire world, i would sell my soul.. if it would only take me back, so i could live my life from that point on.. of course knowing what i know now though. I would give anything except my mother. Anything in the entire world.