I think i'm going fucking crazy.
I've cut again and burned myself.
I have suicidal thoughts.
Those are the only secrets I keep from you darling, 'cause they're all better off in my head. I promise, it's for the best.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
you are right....you have every reason to worry about me
but at todays appointment I will convince you otherwise...
I'm sorry
I'm not text book smart but I'm street smart....well sesame street smart anyway :p
I <3 you Lozza- my beautiful twin and care bear! Keep holding on. 'Whorejay'- u are my gorgeous partner in crime, who I will never give up. They can't seperate us! loooove you. I <3 Frizzly forever!!! ur my nite light R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx
I wish I wanted to stay well. I wish I believed myself when I tell you that I'm trying. I wish all that time in hospital had taught me something. But I don't. And it hasn't.
Nothing's changed. How long before I'm back where I started?
RBT x
I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Could explain the trouble that I'm always in...
I'm constantly waiting for the moment where she turns to me and tells me she was mistaken and that she doesn't love me.
I know that moment will come. She's a million times to person I can ever even strive to be.
And my dad thinks I've stopped cutting now, he thinks I'm recovering. Little does he know.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
A binge has happened. All day binge. Not good. Doesn't often happen, now it has I needa si. bleed it out.
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
=\ i want to fast all week... and im not gonna tell anyone (y)
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
R.I.P my beautiful angel Kat, you will always be in my heart. 27/03/91-31/08/09 xxx Sweetdreams baby girl xxx
