I just got myself another job to go with the supply TAing, I'm a bit worried cause I don't know how many hours it'll be, but it's in my local pub, I have a trial at 4, cause I only had a half day at school today.
I promise I'll come back and try and reply to people more constructively and helpfully because I've been rubbish recently, but it's all a bit crazy at the moment.
Loads of love xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
Claire, I'm glad the psychotherapy assessment went okay - and I do hope that it's going to be helpful to you in the long run. *squishes* I hope you're looking after yourself.
Leigh, I hope your day was better than expected and you're feeling okay.
Amy how're you doing?
That's great Claire, I hope it goes well! Don't work too hard though! And don't worry about replying 'properly' we understand you being busy and such, it's completely fine!
<3 to you all.
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Yay for getting home :) I hope that it goes well and you manage to keep yourself safe and such. Any exciting plans?
I'm good thanks, horribly busy though (as usual), and I detest applying for jobs! However, I've realised that I am capable of organizing things rather well and I'm rather proud of myself at the moment (in spite of all my woe over lack of a job). :]
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
No big plans, no. Just chilling and getting take away! It'll be nice though.
Ahh busy worker bee. I'm glad you're proud of yourself! You are very organised and it's good that you recognise that. I know it doesn't help to hear it but keep plugging along. <3
Take away is always good! Have a nice time lovely, and take care of yourself! <3
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
I am killing myself with being super tired, my body hates me right now..seriously..my hip is ****ed due to I don't know to be honest but everytime I put all my weight on that leg it hurts. My head is pounding and yeah..physically falling apart suprised my head hasn't fallen of or something so I am off to bed before I winge your ears/eyes off.
Just wanted to send love and hugs to all, hope the time at home goes well Amy. Good luck with the job applying Star. Congratulations on the pub trial Claire- hope it goes well.
And ClaireS, saving lives isn't that fun when you have to sit in a cold pool for 3hrs, with a gross boy in speedos (was fun when they got stolen off him though at the end haha) failing to do what your supposed to be able to do..but hey, I still passed (I may of done a bit of fibbing)
Anyway, goodnight all. Lots of love xxxx
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Leigh, I hope you're all tucked up nicely in bed! *gentle squishes*
Star, yay for being proud, that makes me super happy that you can see at least a little bit of how proud you are!
Amy, I hope being home for the weekend is lovely for you, and I PROMISE I'll pop another card in the post tomorrow.
Claire, how're things at the moment, lovely?
Trial went well, thanks, I got the job! I have another training shift on Sunday night and then am working next weekend, before I start on actual rota'd hours, but it should only be about 16 hours, so do-able with the supply work, and a lot more reliable, especially over xmas etc. So yeah, that's me. I'm knackered now though!
I hope you're all fabulous and sorry for the essay xx
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
In need of a serious sleep still but I slept well last night..still shattered out though..felt like **** at work but I don't have time to 'rest' or 'nap' because I have promised two children a cinema trip to watch the lion king. Thankfully mum is coming along too just incase I doze off (although it being lion king and being one of the best disney films from my childhood) I really better stay the hell awake.
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Have a good time Leigh, hope you get some more rest tonight and feel better!
Claire, well done, hope the new job goes well! Though seriously - make sure you look after yourself too!
How're you Kat?
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
haha never been kicked out the cinema before..children aye. They were a little upset until I mentioned Murphy and the park. Had a good time all round, luckily I've seen lion king about a zillion times so remember the end.
How are you Starbird?
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
Haha oh dear! Glad they ended up having a good time though! How're you doing?
How is Amy also?
Could I have a hug please? I'm just feeling a bit down, probably explained by being stuck in the library on a Saturday night :P
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Hey!!!
Congratulations Claire! And Leigh - that's quite an achievement.
Amy, are you having fun at home?
Yet again I am really tired :( at least my presentation is done now - huge relief. Time to concentrate on job application questions :(
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
Yay, balloon :D I'll probably be here til it closes at midnight. I'm just sick of feeling snowed under with things and I got a snippy email - copied to the societies committee *rolls eyes* - because I didn't remove someone from a mailing list, even though I actually did and there's just a problem with the list. Arghh, I know this is stupid, I'm just tired, and yeah.
Amy *squishes* what's up lovely? You'd better be okay *nods*
Claire, glad thje presentation's done - how was it? Good luck with the application!
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
Owh, that really sucks. Try to ignore people when they're being like that, just explain that you did and there's an error in it that isn't your fault. I hope you manage to get a bit done tonight and get some sleep!
Claire, well done for getting through the presentation! I hope the job applications aren't too daunting.
I had a good day today, we went to the cinema, ate a heap of junk! I just feel like I've gained a tonne of weight in a day (crazy, I know) and yeah. I just want to come home and get out of hospital and deal with whatever happens/whatever I might do when I've actually done them, y'know?
*massive hugs* Yeahh I can understand that, but everyone just wants to make sure that when you do get home you'll be able to keep yourself safe and blah blah, I know you know all that, but you will get there and hopefully it won't be too long. You won't have gained much/any weight from eating junk on one day, seriously. Just, try not to worry about it and focus on the good bits of today? Glad it was a good day - what did you see at the cinema?
"I know you're sad, so I won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, I advise you to simply have a day.
Stay alive, feed yourself well, wear comfortable clothes, and don't give up on yourself just yet.
It'll get better. Until then, have a day."
im.,.. alive?
tried t steal diet pills yesterday so got arrested and now have courtdate... but i dint even mean to stea them but been stupidly impulsive recently and need destructy stuff so me can be pretty =\ cuz am yucky =[ wanna cut more... did yesterday =s
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