you want to help me, but you can't do it because you know what will happen.
that's what you wrote.
you know what will happen if you don't help me, so you will.
watch.
~I want you...but not in the sex way.
I just want a guy hug...and yeah
we need to hang soon Joshy-boy
you fucking bad-ass.
though I think you'd enjoy what I'll do for you...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
i know im not your top priority but i wish sometimes you'd be real with me. say what you mean and mean what you say. it doesn't hurt less when you sugar coat it.
now i feel guilty for being hurt by you because you are the best thing in my life. i would never want to be without you
They said I was mad, I said they were mad and Damn Them, they outvoted me!
im not as strong as you think.. and i cant fix this, and helping doesnt help forever when my brain goes on vacation and leaves only bits of me in charge..
oh and that DID
probably very right..
im sick of me..
please come make it better.
I wish you didnt judge me or the people I have in my life. You have no right to and you will be very sorry one day. Cuz one day we will prove everyone wrong!!!
What you said hurt and upset me A LOT
and i will always hate you for that. You had no right to say what you did.
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
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my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
I'm so tired. I just want to curl up in bed with TV and have an early night. But at least having you here I know you'll be safe and not doing anything worse than drinking and I just want to try and be as supportive as I can and hopefully not be tempted to drink myself.
i wish i hadnt started drinking tonight, i wish i new these voices would get worse with all this drink.
please make them go, please make it stop, before i do even more damage. please take this drink away from me and this and these, please, please.
~I'm really starting to like you.....and I know you like me too...oh fuck this is not good. I want to call you but you're busy. hope you're keeping yourself out of trouble Josh. The conversation we had this morning threw me off....why didn't you say you liked me???
~where are the breaks for my goddess damned heart??!!!
~I'm not waiting...seriously....you can fuck off
~I miss you I don't know what the fuck to do Shane....please give me a sign or something
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I keep forgetting normal people sleep at this hour
"if i didn't like you would I be talking to you?"
that was blunt :/
I just really don't want you to realize how fucked I really am and having that ruin this friendship or whatever the fuck this is...
you're too cute though, your voice hasn't changed at all...which makes me laugh.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
you don't know me, and you don't have a right to bug me like this. you shouldn't get mad at me for not texting you back right away - i've never met you, we've only been talking for a month, i am not your girlfriend! take the hints i don't like you back! i thought you were cool and nice and could be a good friend - but when i tell you i don't want to be with any guys and you keep pressing me and telling me you'll prove me wrong - it's just pissing me off! what makes you think i want to give you a chance to prove me wrong?! i don't fucking like you that way - all i needed way a friend and you have to start making a move on me! keep bugging me, and i WILL really stop talking.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
Thanks for making me feel like shit in under 5 minutes of being back in this hole. Bravo.
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"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
