I can't talk to you about it because you get upset and blame yourself when I do. I can't stand it. Your reaction means I can't talk to you. Has it ever occurred to you that I don't want to talk about it and that you can't help? Has it ever occurred to you that I don't want your advice? I just want you to hold me when I cry.
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get f*cked.
Just stay true to you
I fell for you, just for you to break my heart. I can't stop crying, I thought you'd be different.
The grass is always greener,
Someone else's past is always cleaner,
But I'm a believer, but there's a fool in all of us Tumblr
Aim: Nudous
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Stop treating me like I'm a fucking therapist. Because sweetie. Incase you haven't noticed. I'm not. I'm a just a normal person. I don't nee you texting me when all you want to alk about is yout "problems". If you are struggling that much talk to a professional. Because I am running out of things to say to you. And. To be honest, I'm getting to exploding point. If I don't text back. Get the hint. Yeah?! :D
I needed you to look after me for the last few days, and I don't feel like you did. I didn't come to yours for a fight, I wanted you to make me feel like I had something to live for.
You are a wonderful creation.
You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
part of me needed this.. but i wont admit it to myself really.. maybe i just did?
another part of me really wished that you would say it was ok to want to disappear.. and maybe even let me.. because i cant really accept that you love me..
You're so sweet and awesome and i really care about you, but part of me feels this is impossible you know?
I'm not mad i promise. but i really feel kinda worse now.. i dont know. =/ all i know is i wish i could go back and not have asked.. because then it wouldn't hurt so much..
and no, you didnt hurt me. I promise that too. I just didn't want to have to do this and you agve me no choice.. because i value you more then I value me.. <3
You confuse me & this, this is what I was afraid of.
You are the biggest cunt I have ever had to deal with, so much, that i dont ACTUALLY know how to deal with you anymore. I just lack care of you, anything to do with you, in fact. You are just a horrible horrible person. Everyone can see it, so can you, but its about time you realised its getting you nowhere apart from square one.
I dont like you in the slightest :) however. I shall put up with.
If you hurt her I will kill you. She is my family. And she means EVERYTHING to me. Hurt her. you will know about it.
Im glad you are doing this, in a way, for a few reasons, one of which is because its shown me that you are a backstabber, whether I am pleased for this or not.
To my friend:
You are right to worry about me. I cut, and think about killing myself. And those advil you saw me taking and I said I just had a headache, I take three every hour or so just to relax under all this pressure. I want to tell you, I want to talk to you, I want to open up to you. But after losing my last friends because I was to sad all the time, and talked about myself to much, I simply can't risk doing that to you and running you off.
So yes, you are right to worry about me. But please don't, it's not going to make the situation any better.
To my Aunt:
Your son molested me. And I can't tell you, because I'm just the spoiled brat you got stuck with when my mother died, and I just know you will take his word over mine.
To those ridiculing "friends":
No, I haven't kissed a guy yet even though I'm 15. But it's because I can't trust them after what my cousin did to me. And if I could tell you that just to shut you up, I would..
To everyone that has hurt me:
Sometimes I think of killing myself because of you. Because I actually want you to feel guilty for putting me through everything. But I won't, because unlike you, I don't get a thrill out of making people feel like crap.
I wish I could tell you how I really feel, but I can't. I need you to believe that I'm ok.
That I'm over the worst.
That everything is fine.
I need to stay strong for you.
So I put on a brave face and tell you I'm fine. When in fact I am so scared of the way I feel
And what's happening to me and about my rapidly deteriorating health.
But I have to be strong.
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