Why did you do this to me? Why did you hurt me like this? Don't you know me at all? Why the hell did you think I would be better off without you? Did you ever love me? How could you have replaced me so quickly?
I love you.
People keep telling me I'll get over you with time.
What if I don't want to get over you?
I feel like I'm at a dead end in my life, and now I don't know where to go.
I'm going to the doctors tomorrow. I don't think you care about me anymore. I can't blame you after what I've said. I didn't mean it. I don't think it was me. :'(
The greatest hazard of all, losing one's self, can occur very quietly in the world, as if it were nothing at all
I'm sorry I pushed you away. But I the person I've become. You've done so much for me, but I just can't do anything right. I miss falling asleep in your arms, it was one of the few times I would feel safe. God how I miss feeling safe. I'm scared...
My RYL family: PaperClip is my big sis
"Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore."
- The Dark Lord
Should I be worried that i've picked the place i'll jump from when I finally crack and cant take this anymore. I'm getting better at acting with you, soon you'll think i'm all fixed, at least then I wont be hurting you, i'm sorry i put you through this, i'll deal with it on my own now.
I dont talk I write,
I used to throw those writing away, delete them or burn them but now they're here http://wfats.blogspot.com
I can't believe I did that. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm a terrible person. I was going to stop seeing you. And instead I shagged you. I had to see you. But I didn't have to do that. I hate how much I enjoyed it. I hate that I actually don't feel as bad as I know I should.
I wish you'd care...and if you already do..I wish you'd show it more. I wish you'd show it at all. I wish you'd talk to me first. I wish you hadnt just turned 18. I wish your life wasnt about booze and drugs and your new band and all their booze and drugs. I wish I wasnt at the bottom of your priority list. I wish we could talk without you shouting at me. I wish we were still in the 'honeymoon' stage. I wish it was all different and we were perfect and good and happy and not arguing all the time and I wasnt so upset with EVERYTHING you do...I dont know why I am..Im sorry..I hate it too..I hate me..
1. You never loved me, it was all a game and you’ve moved onto someone new.
2. You did love me, but for some reason you stopped the day you started school.
3. You did love me and still do.
If it’s number 1, you are a very sick person and you need to f***ing pull yourself together. Who the hell does that to someone?!? If it’s number 2, what happened?!? I think you owe it to me after all we’ve been through to tell me the clearer picture. If it’s number 3, why the hell are you with someone else a week after we broke up?!? You should have told me because we could have cleared this up very quickly and still been together.
B***:i made a mistake. i actually want you to leave me alone
I am very opinionated. I don't care if you're my mate, and i don't care how many problems you have. I will be blunt. (E)(A)
R.I.P Pingu Only Anarchists are Pretty I miss and love you so much
I'm so so sorry :(
I'm sorry...
you shouldn't have to deal with me
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Im scared of what you did. In your not book it said you were afriad to leave me with you. I feel sick. I feel vilotated. BUt i dont know if you did anything... Daddy what did you do?
In my wildest dreams,
You always play the hero.
And in the darkest hour of night,
You rescure me.
You save my life.
