It's funny how life turns out
The odds of faith in the face of doubt
Camera one closes in
The soundtrack starts
The scene begins
You're playing you now.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
The day light's gone
The empty streets echo our past and the days that once were so beautiful
Before now
Before us
So save yourself
'Cause all dreams are gone
And all hope has faded
And as the sunlight fails I watch this world slip away
And we smiled as we betrayed ourselves
And a clear sky is only a distant memory
Can't help seeing what I have,
With the non stop bickering involved.
Believe in what you know,
No, we'll never seperate.
Can't fail seeing what I have,
With the non-stop bickering involved.
Believe in what you know,
No, we'll never seperate.
Can't help being warm.
No, you can't help being warm.
i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesnt even matter
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
Once upon a year gone by
she saw herself give in
every time she closed her eyes
she saw what could have been
well nothing hurts and nothing bleeds
when covers tucked in tight
funny when the bottom drops
how she forgets to fight... to fight
And it's one more day in paradise
one more day in paradise
As darkness quickly steals the light
that shined within her eyes
she slowly swallows all her fear
and soothes her mind with lies
well all she wants and all she needs
are reasons to survive
a day in which the sun will take
her artificial light... her light
Why waste time
Lifting my head
Keep it down
And save face instead
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Pound my knuckles hard against the floor.
My head against the wall.
But I did this to myself.
Assume it's just not worth getting back up
So I'll blame it on bad luck and I'll shake responsibility.
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Do you know that every night
I think of ways to get back at you
sneak into your room
put a pillow over your face suffocate you rip into your chest and tear out your heart
to see if you bleed like I do
I bet you do
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
I dreamed I was missing, You were so scared, But no one else listened, 'Cause no one else cared, After my dreaming, I woke with this fear, What am I leaving, When i'm done here? ... When my time comes, Forget the wrong that i've done, Help me leave behind some, Reasons to be missed, Don't resent me, When you're feeling empty, Keep me in your memory, Leave out all the rest, Leave out all the rest, Don't be afraid, I've taken my beating, I've shared what I mean, I'm strong on the surface, Not all the way through, I've never been perfect, But neither have you...
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
Oh my god. I think I'm blind
I've found one colour won't suffice
You promised,
sleep tonight
Call it a whisper that comes from
The distance
To protect all your children One more, one more, one more minute
To fight off the bad guy
Now go to sleep Nightmares make these scars
A stomach's bloody hole Sinking quicksand eyes
Makes for heavy sight
It's painless to float above the earth
Like this
Tie me to a chair, subconsciously
Surrendering Now that I'm awake
It's hard for me to make believe
Blood between the sheets Insomniac meat oh - I can't shut my eyes
Void of nightmares, leading upstairs Do I follow? - I can't shut my eyes
Tie me to a chair, subconsciously Surrendering Now that I'm awake
It's hard for me to make believe
