Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[lovelybones]

get better?

[MissBakesMissStakes]

T: This is absolutely ridiculous, but you're the best thing that's happened to me in a while. That was probably the most fun night of my life. Kindess can really get you far in life. I think you're almost perfect. It's crazy, but I actually miss you.

S: I'm absolutely terrified for your life. Especially since I found out that you had cancer less than 7 months after grandpa died. Your surgery is tomorrow and I would do literally anything to make sure they got it all. I'm so scared you'll die, and even worse die like grandpa gasping for air.

[theladyofshalott16]

I love him. But so does my best friend. She deserves him way more than I do, and she will get him. That is how it goes. I keep quiet and be the good little girl, and everyone else gets what they want. Always quiet and never asking for anything, out of fear that I will appear selfish. So I sit here, typing this, telling myself that he is not worth ruining 1 week free. But I still think of him, and the blade, all the time. I just want a guy to look beneath my ugliness, and see the intelligence within... but I know it will never happen. Women are 'supposed' to be Beautiful, or they are worth nothing. That is how our society works. I will never be pretty enough, thin enough, kind enough. I will never speak enough, be popular, or talented in any category. I will never be what he, or anyone else, wants. I am slowly gaining weight, because I gave up on starving- and now binge. A lot. Now I can add fat to my list of disgusting physical traits. My body is scarred, but so is my mind. I want to die... but I can't do that to my family. And so I won't. For now I will merely exist, and continue surviving day-by-day.

All of this, and more, is rotating through my mind. But I can never tell anyone. Nobody wants to hear it.

[DestroyMe]

I'm getting flashes of conversation with you that I blocked out
from last night
when I said "oh, I won't miss you"
and you replied "your choice"
I felt nothing
but when you described how your heart breaks in two at the meer thought of Heaven
I said "that's how I used to be with you"
as casually as we were discussing the weather.
here's the thing though
I lied to you again.
it's for the best taht you just forget me
and think of yesterday as a passing dream
you never met me, you never saw me, you never loved me.
understand?
it's better for you..really.

I've got a life to live
and you have a hole to go die in....
"it's you're choice" isn't it pet?

F*CK you, my nightmares are real. I'm sick, I hurt myself. DEAL WITH IT.

[Rodolphus]

1.) I'm missing you, as always.
2.) I miss you, Gad & Martin. I'll get my tattoo soon, to show you I love you.
3.) I really mean it when I say good luck with your life, Mum, I hope you end up happy. Because then I'll know that all this would have been worth it for one of us.
4.) You're the best thing that could ever have happened to me, Jay, and I love being your auntie more than anything. You made my life worth living, and one day, when you're old enough to understand, I'm going to show you just how much I love you, my baby nephew.

5.) I can't wait to see you.

[Kame]

I really, really miss you. And I really, really miss you too.

[PointeLullaby]

Sometimes your joking around gets pretty harsh I can't help but take it to heart.

[demmural]

i miss you babe and i always will and i regret that i never told you that i honestly could see me spending the rest of my life with you and wanted to i wanted to hold you every night and fall asleep with you in my arms and that i would do anything to make that happen or that you were my everything
and losing has destroyed me im not right and havent been since you moved on but i could have never told you that i just wanted to be there for you and make sure you were happy before you left i hope i did a good job of that because you are completely worth this feeling and pain if i had the choice to skip all this pain and never have met you i would do it all again you were my baby and you were amazing and i wish i was half as strong as you were and i dont know what i did to deserve having you in my life, i love you and i always will

[lovelybones]

"well, it's a boy."
"oh, man, didn't they want a girl?"
"yeah but that's just sort of how it goes!"

they didn't even want a baby, didn't want a boy especially, now they are having a baby and it's going to be a boy. i wanted a baby and i wanted it to be a boy, but i bled it out instead.

[BeautifullyLying]

Please talk to me. I want to help you but you shut me out. I'm sorry if I did something wrong. What did I do?

And to another, don't lie to me. You know you can't. It's not fair on you if things stay the way they are.

And someone else, I don't know what I did wrong. Was I annoying? I want things to go back to how they were.
But who am I kidding? Your an a**hole. You will never treat me right and I know it. Then why can't I let you go?
We weren't even together. So I suppose it's easy to see who's the stupider one now.
And your stuffing with me again. Decide. Because you've hurt me enough already. You have no f***ing idea what you've driven me to do.
I know I have to let you go.
But why is it so f***ing hard?

[EyelinerAndCigarettes]

Stop telling me how selfish I am. I already criticise myself enough, thanks.

[I am a cat]

I think tomorrow might put me in a grave.

But I cant tell you that.

Because youll call the police, or stop it from happening.

[Mademoiselle Lola.]

I'm not fine.

just want someone to say u can get better u can stop hating urself so much and give me a huug

[xForever]

I'm not sure whether I want to turn back time and start again or go forward and be at the end of life...

[[Desolation.]]

you've succeeded. you've broken me. but now i have them to fix me. and suddenly i feel safer.

[DestroyMe]

please tell me you're able to chart this better then I am...
one minute I'm here the next I'm not and there's 3 thread I don't remember posting...
it's confusing

[The Fantastical]

I'm not okay. I'm so far from okay. It's scaring me.

[Imperfect.Star]

I'm so sorry I'm your daughter. I wish you could have had someone better than me. I know that you love me but you would love anyone if they were your child. I can't believe that you would ever love me for who I am, I can't believe that anyone will.