C, you need to seriously grow the fuck up & stop being such a narcissistic, stuck up, self absorbed, selfish, attention seeking, word twisting, spoiled brat. October cannot come any sooner.
:l
DDY, I am so glad we're okay & I feel attached & dependent on you so much right now.
It's really bad.
But I'm glad we're okay.
I find that part of you completely disgusting.
I know you think it's silly, but it really isn't.
It's the only thing about you that I can't stand. And to me, it's a fucking huge deal.
Ive kept everything in my tummy today =) And I feel no guilt for it
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
You disgust me. The thought of being FORCED to go there makes me want to throw up. This is the price of honesty. NOTHING GOOD COMES OF IT. I hope you choke. I hope you die. I HOPE YOU DIE.
"Death is not the greatest of evils; it is worse to want to die, and not be able to."- Sophocles
I'm sitting here crying my eyes out because you told me that you cared about me and that I'm most deff. not shit or anything like that
no one close to me has ever told me that to my face in that manner and I don't knw how to feel...and I'm crying because...I've never had anyone care taht much before to actually tell me that in a tearful manner.
and it's jsut..I don't know
I'm sorry...
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I felt great today until you were gone. Then my heart hurt like hell and I was worried more than you could ever know.
Then you came back, his arm slinged around your neck, and I felt myself going for my razor.
I want to leave right now....
I got home and no one noticed I had tears.
And I know I'm going to have to go to the councler tomarrow. I have no idea what I'm going to say to him. That nothings improved? That I'm fine? Or ask for more help.
I want help, but I want to show how great I've been doing...I have yet to harm, and I feel sane...But I'm never happy.
And if I tell you anything, you'll just tell them again and they'll get pissed.
"Hate can't drive out hate. Only love can do that."
-Martin Luther King Jr.-
I should be trying to talk this out with you, but no..I give up..since you have "someone else" who lives closer who seems happy with you, you can have her..
I'll just go over here and rot.
thanks
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm not apologizing for what I'm going to do on Sunday....you can hate me.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
you have no idea how close you came to loseing me
and not in the "walking away" sense
I wanted to die right then....
why are you so determined to make me see that I'm worth something?
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍