you're not the first person to snap at me like that
that doesn't make you a bad person
please understand that I won't think any less of you
and would you please stop being so god damn stubborn??
please
I love you, I want to help you
none of what I do to myself makes you a bad person, or a bad girlfriend
it's my fault for not saying shit becaus I don't communicate
ok?
don't even for a second think that any of what I do is you're fault because it's not!
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I know I shouldnt drink, but it's so much easier than dealing with you.
Eckhart saw Hell too. He said: The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So, if you're frightened of dying and... and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth.
i hate you you say you not avoiding me or replacing me but that's what it constantly feels like i know we were completely inseparable and you started to hate that but now i seem to barely see you
Sometimes I didn't need you to ask me what was wrong. I just needed a shoulder to lean on for a little while. I wanted to curl into your arms and cry. That's why I stopped going to you when I was sad. You demanded an explanation for everything.
But you know what? Sometimes that's not what I need.
And right now, I just need to escape.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
I don't think you understand how much you mean to me
you said "don't follow my example" because you etched my name in your skin over your heart
what if I've already done that?
there's no place that you belong more then in my heart you know.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
1. It's not in my head, and I don't feel better. I just want you to understand that.
2. I love you, but I'm really sorry for being such a pain in the a***, and not believing you when you tell me stuff. You deserve better than me, you really do.
3. You don't understand at all, do you? You think you do, you think everything's just f****** dandy, but it's not. By Christ it's not.
I need your help. I know you know what is wrong with me and I need your help - you can see that, I know you can...so why don't you help me? You know it's in my best interests even if I am terrified. I am terrified of everything and I need you to help me find something safe.
I'm sorry I'm pushing you away..I really am
I'm even more sorry you're not going anywhere
don't you understand? I'm not good..I'm going to hurt you, and I don't want to do that, but I'm horrible and I know I'm going to eventually
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
stop making me laugh.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
sorry I don't talk much...I actually prefer to listen to you.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍