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DestroyMe · 26-05-2010, 07:59 PM

I'm scared now...
and I want to be as distant with you as I can...but I can't

lostgirl18 · 26-05-2010, 08:42 PM

I hope you realise how much you hurt me, how much I needed you when he died and you stood there and blamed it all on me, you threw 4 years of friendship down the drain i hope your happy

SarahBlue · 26-05-2010, 11:04 PM

I can't believe I trusted you.

I should have known.

DestroyMe · 27-05-2010, 12:15 AM

why do you have to assume everyone is going to hurt me like you did
and tell me so?

Oddity · 27-05-2010, 09:43 PM

I don't mean to hurt you.
I don't want you to miss me.
I wish you all had no idea who I was, this would be a lot easier.

Rodolphus · 27-05-2010, 10:03 PM

I feel all happy when I hear from you.
And I mean every word I say, I swear.
I kinda hope you see this too.

DestroyMe · 28-05-2010, 01:12 PM

thanks for last night
you didn't have to....
but I'm happy you did
I wouldn't of made it through the night probably...
and f*ck her...she's nothing but disgusting trash
3 months right?
I think that's why I'm getting nervous
well..more...

~as much as I'm gunna hate all that tonight...
be there?

Rainbow Dragonfly · 28-05-2010, 03:09 PM

Please stop pushing me away and making me feel so scared and alone, I love you.

Breifly_Tragic </3 · 28-05-2010, 04:41 PM

I wish you would make up your damn mind.
We're either friends....or we're a bit more.
I don't mean a relationship.
I mean we either stay friends....JUST friends.
Or we, well you, face the facts that we tend to overstep the friend mark and relaise we might as well go with that.

"I don't want to mess us up and confuse this. I think we work well how we are."

What we are is friends with benifits. && crapy ones at that.
I love you.
But decide where you stand.

DestroyMe · 28-05-2010, 06:02 PM

i don't even know where to begin with you...
I don't...

aloneintheworld · 28-05-2010, 06:14 PM

I want to go into your room and just try and get a hug... but I hate how whenever you are in a mood you just emotionally shutdown, and I know I worry you so much so I don't want to and I can't tell you how I'm feeling so as I don't hurt you....

Please, please ask me.

Aphelion · 28-05-2010, 08:04 PM

Bad minds must be punished.

[Awakening] · 28-05-2010, 09:06 PM

I'm trying to be strong but it's too hard

I'm sorry x

Nannook · 28-05-2010, 10:38 PM

I trusted you
and you went behind my back like every other goddamn person in my life
And you call me the bitch? You call me the whore?
I haven't done anything
You still have no clue what's going on in my life
I want to die
While you're out there
With the man who ruined my life
I wish you felt my pain

PaleMoon · 28-05-2010, 10:47 PM

I love you.

And I'm worried about you. Are you okay? It's so hard to tell with you.

Imperfect.Star · 28-05-2010, 11:18 PM

I know that it's my problem for not telling you, I know you have no way of knowing but sometimes I wish you would just guess, or that you seemed to care, just a little bit.

Jessy · 29-05-2010, 11:13 AM

I feel like i'm falling apart, i know im falling apart.
There's so much that you, that everyone doesnt know. All apart from her.

She's the only one who knows and it almost feels like she doesn't care.

I have 10 assignments to do in a week and I know I cant do them, I can't even bring myself to look at them..

You're birthday is in a week and I have NO money, I had to lend it all to him to keep him out of trouble so I can't even afford that.

I'm getting sick of him, I love him but every 2 weeks when he gets paid he just wastes it, and then IM the one to help pick up the pieces and help pay his way.

I have no money to do anything in half term with my friends, no money for your present, no money which will only cause problems.

I have no much on my mind right now and I cant tell anyone.

Ive gone back into old habits, my arm and stomach hurts and it's all my fault. fuck this..

Rhapsody · 29-05-2010, 03:14 PM

you torture me with your absence

TeenSeen · 29-05-2010, 07:12 PM

When I saw you dancing with him, my heart broke, and I hated it. I wanted to tear you two apart and scream at him, because he knows I care about you, but he also cares about you more than any guy in the world could. I care more, I think, cuz I've had two years of caring...Then you had the dreamy little smile on your face afterwords, and I knew what was coming. He asked you to be his girlfriend, of course. I wanted to cry, but I jumped up and down, and gave you a hug, grinning like an idiot. "I'm so happy for you!" I shouted, and we walked down the hallway talking about him. "He's a great guy, you know. Be good to him." I'd say with a grin. As we were at the lockers, J picked on him and you told her that she had to be nice to him now, and the sweetness in your voice, the love, almost made me cry. But I grinned. "Treat her right," I told him before he left. He looked over me and smiled. "I wouldn't dream of doing anything diffrently." I wanted to run into the bathroom and sob, my arm itched for a slice, and I just wanted to leave.

Then again, that smile on your face was better then the dispair only a few days ago.

I feel selfish for wanting you when you're so happy, and I'm happy for you.
But deep down I really did want you.
I wanted those little signs to be more than just considence.
But that happyness is all I need right now.
I love you enough to let you go, but I can't help but watch and wish you'd come back.

iamEmilyG · 29-05-2010, 07:25 PM

How come they're better than me??? I've known you so much longer. We've been friends so much longer. I need to know that someone still cares. We go to different schools now. You see them everyday. You see me, what? Once a month? If that? You saved me. You've saved me more times than you can imagine. And as my heart is sinking and the tears are in my eyes writing this, I text you. Saying I hope you have a fun time. I wish we could go back to how we were. When I wasn't 2nd best. I need you here.....I love you.