Ben - I hate you. I really do. I've only just realised that what you did was wrong. And I hope you're happy now. Just leave me alone. I don't deserve much, but I do deserve better than someone that does the things that you do. And now you're tied to her for the rest of your life, whether you like it or not. I hope your life is finally ruined. enjoy.
Mum - I need your help. I need your support. I wish you'd at least pretend you cared. I can't do this on my own.
Failure should be my middle name. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wigglemuffin - my awesome buddy
zanniie - my big sister
xgx - my cousin
I'm sorry for even asking that
even more sorry that you agreed to it
I can't stop crying
that's going to hurt me worse if we do that before I leave
but I'm selfish
I still love you....
and I was grasping at straws to see if you still loved me...
and you...I don't think you do....
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
this is going to kill me. I'm standing on the edge now so please god stop pushning me.
"The body faught to survive, it evacuated toxins in any way it knew how. It made clots to stop the bleeding.Bones would find the quickest ways to heal themselves. It made scar tissue. In the face of violence towards it, it would become violent. It was amazing, yet excruciating. "
I should never have cut on my arm again. Even if it was the top half of my arm when i would have rathered the bottom half... i still have the feeling of the arm once more... and now i want to do it again... sigh i really shouldnt, leg just isnt the same tho *shrugs*
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I was alright. How could you ..
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Not saying what I want to is tearing me up inside.
Completely tearing me apart.
But I can't say it.
I can't be honest.
Not this time.
It hurts, everywhere.
But it's not worth the risk.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Don't worry about it. I've realised by now that when you promise something, you don't mean it. When you say you'll do something, it's more a 'If I have time to do it, I'll think about it' or 'It's what I should do but I don't really intend to'.
Screw you.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I only smiled because you scared the shit out of me and I was trying to hide the fact taht I just slammed my knees into the desk when I jumped, and I jumped because if you were to have read over my shoulder you would have gotten an eyefull of stuff that's not your business.
thank you very much
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Are you fucking insane? You are going to live with somebody in a few months time that you haven't even met yet and you met him on facebook. Didn't you hear about that facebook murder a few days ago? I don't want the same thing happening to you. I care about you too much for anything bad to happen to you. I don't want to be going to your funeral.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I have what they can't give you. You'll always come back for it. I warned you.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
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