I need you to ring me, to ask me why I wasn't there. I'm a fucking idiot for not making it, and I know that, but I need the help - anything, fuck, anything - more than ever. Please.
There are, it has been said, two types of people in the world. There are those who, when presented with a glass that is exactly half full, say: 'This glass is half full'. And then there are those who say: 'This glass is half empty'.
The world belongs, however, to those who can look at the glass and say: 'What's up with this glass? Excuse me? Excuse me? This is my glass? I don't think so. My glass was full! And it was a bigger glass!
I need you to love me and I need you to tell me that you love me and I need you to be there and I need you to touch me, words aren't important. I need someone and you are that someone. Only I'm asking for the impossible here. It will never happen.
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
I'm glad you saw her, I know she makes you happy
and I'm glad you broke up with her
she treats you like shit
don't mess up waht you have going, you know how good it is for you to be happy, don't you?
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Davey
Why did you do that? I know I should understand but I don't, I really don't. I'm being so selfish with my thinking about what you did though I know you had to be hurting. Night after night I'm reliving my own attempts. It's like you've struck a pitch so hurtful to the ears I would do anything to get away from it.
"You are imperfect and you are wired for struggle, but you are worthy of love and belonging." -Brene Brown
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
id hate to think that your going through something on your own.honestly you can talk to me. you can talk to any of us. we dont mean to act like we know everything about your boyfriend-you obviously see a side of him that we just cant see. and thats ok. also i am full of wisdom iv told u so many times haha kidding but seriously if hes upsetting you just let us know because we will listen and thats it. no judgements. do i think its a good idea that you got back together again? no. and no one else does. BUT we are your friends and here for you. if im honest im glad that this time seems a bit different-you dont seem to spend every second with him this time. thats good.
I really wish I hadn't of slipped the other day
you're going to be so disappointed, I'm sorry baby bro'
I didn't mean to
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
I'm so tired...And so missing you so much....Why arnt you here?
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
I'm worried about you
you're falling apart and I know you are
please for the love of all that is in me be ok
but out or something
don't let what's going through my head become reality, please
you promised you wouldn't leave me like that
but you're dying anyways
it's inevitable
I'm scared
I need to cut again just to get rid of this
~ I want to see you this weekend too, but it's a bad idea, in my mental state at the moment I'd end up scaring you or something...
I do want to see you before I leave, but not now
I can't
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I sent you the email at 8.50am and have waited all day for you to reply, been checking all day and there's still no reply from you. Now you won't reply until Monday. How am I meant to survive the weekend without any support from you to get me through? I should have sent you a text message to let you know that I sent you the email. I don't even know if you read it today or not, Monday might be too late.
oh, hai drama llama! people need to stop being so bloody dramatic! it's as much your business as it is mine, which would be zero. no body hates any body so let's get a huge vat of jelly and watch them fight it out ;)
ugh, I don't wanna go today
kidnap me so I can spend the day with you?
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
but seriously if hes upsetting you just let us know because we will listen and thats it. no judgements. do i think its a good idea that you got back together again? no. and no one else does. BUT we are your friends and here for you. if im honest im glad that this time seems a bit different-you dont seem to spend every second with him this time. thats good.
