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Old 14-05-2014, 01:29 AM   #124961
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-Curls up and cries- feel like im getting no support and like noone gives a ****.



Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.

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Old 14-05-2014, 07:55 AM   #124962
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Hugs dark whispers . Do you want to talk?

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Old 15-05-2014, 01:50 PM   #124963
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*curls up in a corner rocking* it's so hard to know what is right and wrong anymore. All I know is that it hurts more than I wish was ever possible



So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
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Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn

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Old 17-05-2014, 07:51 PM   #124964
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Hugs little cloud I'm sorry thinking of you. I'm just hurting and feel violated and broken. Sorry I'm low on words.

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Old 18-05-2014, 02:56 PM   #124965
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*hugs* back to you Uglyducklin. Does anything help to give some respite from the feelings?
*curls up under beanbag* so confused......



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Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn

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Old 18-05-2014, 03:00 PM   #124966
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*curls up in corner with headphones in*



It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...


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Old 18-05-2014, 03:53 PM   #124967
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Hugs cloud and Katie. Why you confused? Curls up.

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Old 18-05-2014, 03:59 PM   #124968
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*hugs Jessie* How are you doing?

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It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...


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Old 18-05-2014, 04:16 PM   #124969
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I'm sorry things are so painful Katie you deserve better. I don't my body aches and I don't know how I will get through the week or what to do? How you holding up?

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Old 18-05-2014, 04:37 PM   #124970
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I want to give in to this beast living inside but I know I shouldn't.....
does anything help with the aches?



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Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn

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Old 18-05-2014, 05:00 PM   #124971
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Sorry you're struggling Jessie, can you call your therapist between sessions at all?

Wish I could help Alanna <3

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Old 18-05-2014, 05:59 PM   #124972
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Old 18-05-2014, 07:19 PM   #124973
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You are safe here radio . Thanks Katie I don't know to be honest. I think with the abuse lady maybe not. If I really struggle I might call the eating disorders nurse but I will probably leave it as I'm not sure if it's wrong. I don't want to be too needy and waste her time. Just feel scared and confused. X

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Old 19-05-2014, 01:33 PM   #124974
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Hides . Not another one another memory completely new from someone new. I feel so broken I want to tell someone I can't handle it. I wish I could sleep until Wednesday. I don't want to break any therapy boundaries or cry wolf but I can't do this. I don't know what to do.

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Old 19-05-2014, 02:54 PM   #124975
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*curls into corner* court tomorrow and I'm scared of what my sister in law will do; if I'll see my nephew; that they'll believe her and she'll do it again....
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eating too much and I want it gone. It feels so awful to be full with A-Rex screaming inside...



So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
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Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn

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Old 19-05-2014, 02:55 PM   #124976
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Old 19-05-2014, 10:09 PM   #124977
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Feeling quite good today does anyone wanna build a nest with me? I promise I won't assimilate anyone. :P

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Old 20-05-2014, 07:17 AM   #124978
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Hi Borg builds nest with you. I feel so full of guilt and shame for not coping with new memory and asking for help. I just feel dirty and needy and ashamed.

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Old 20-05-2014, 09:10 AM   #124979
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Thanks Uglyducklin. *curls as far into the corner as I can* can't ever really feel safe.... he's always there in my mind



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Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn

Kamelot - A Sailorman's Hymn Lyrics



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Old 20-05-2014, 09:30 AM   #124980
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*sits in the nest with uglyducklin* anyone else wanna hide in here? It's big enough

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