Okay, yes then. That's bad. Your punishment is... To cuddle in the fluffy pile! *throws a bunch more stuffed animals in my fluffy pile and points at it* Go! :3 Cuddle with all your might! Lol
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
That is not a good idea to do; but it does not make you a bad person.
Maybe it would help to bookmark some webpages that can be a distraction (online games/cute or funny pictures etc) so when you go online to look at those dangerous things you can go on those pages first?
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♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Hey, welcome to RYL. You're welcome to post here or create a thread to get support :) if you wanna chat anytime feel free to drop me a message xx
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*curls up*
Things are bad. Wanna scream. Head is killing me where I hurt it the other day...pretty sure it would be conaidered SH...well and truly ****ed it up. As ****ed up on outside as is on inside.
*cries*
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Thanks Alexia, Little and Katie. I was being "bad" last night. I spent almost 2 hours looking up doses and meds and how easy/expensive it would be to get to OD on. Which is bad. Really really bad. Bad Sasha is bad :(
((((Sasha)))) hope you can keep safe- use here to check in if you feel like ODing. You're not bad- you seem like such a kind person and I'm sad to hear that you are feeling such pain
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
Yay! *hugs* Thank you Katie :) *curls up next to Katie under blankies*
*hugs Little* But that's the thing... I'm not sad or depressed or suicidal... I'm just also not happy or anything. I'm just neutral, but not empty. idk why I keep looking that stuff up! Ugh... :( Bad Sasha is bad :(
"I need you to know, I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light."
"I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear. Escape from this afterlife"
"Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know."
Sorry I haven't been on in a while, hope everyone is doing well, I had my first sexual abuse counselling the other day, only 15 more to go :/ Im feeling suicidal, want to die, can't take it.
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
I love you Tyson, R.I.P my love, 23/2/1993 - 11/11/2013
It's over, I quit.
I'm about as lifeless as it gets
It's not like I'm worth saving anyway.
I don't belong here, I never really wanted to be here.
Why can't somebody else take my place?
But I don't like cuddling in the pile of fluffies...
