Tan.D; thanks. Tbh not good. Flashbacks and fears are strong atm. How are you doing?
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
I'm here Rochel, I'm sorry I wasn't at that moment. What's going on, anything I can help out with (although I don't really give any good advice)? And who else thinks that? I've known and talked to you for sometime on here, and I honestly think you're awesome *hug*
Mix Tape- *hugs* I'm sorry to hear that. I'm here and if I can help it, I won't let you go through it alone. Would you like to talk about it? Was there anything that helped you keep the flashbacks at bay? I'm doing pretty okay at the moment, thanks so much for asking :)
*cuddles into Dustin the Dragon, crying and whimpering*
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Hey Tan, it's ok, I wound up passing out. And people in real life think that. My "best friend" told me that I'm "sick" and that she doesn't want to see or talk to me until I'm "healthy again". People are karate are being asses to me. My other "best friend" moved to Delaware and when I asked her when I can come visit, I get vague answers like "I don't know, I'm really busy with work..." I feel like I only have 1 friend right now, Kim (from karate), but she gets pissed off at me when she finds out that I cut or OD'ed, both of which I did last night. :(
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Hey, Rochel *hugs* I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. A lot of my friends- and also my parents- had that disgusted reaction when they found that I cut. I think it's more to do with the fact that they can't understand because they don't know enough about self-harm- it has nothing to do with you or how you are. I'm here, and all of us on here are your friends. I really hope it gets better for you.
I'm okay, Stormy Nights, thanks so much for asking *hug* ^.^
*hugs tightly* It's okay, Mix Tape. *sits next to you silently* I promise I won't disturb you, but I'm here, if you want.
flashbacks bad. urges bad. depression bad. cant. take. it. anymore.
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
*curls up with tigger*
Bad. Can't talk...paranoia. Get me.
*cries*
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Not so good Tan.D today :( hope you're doing ok though? *hugs*
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
anyone here to talk to, to help distract me from bad urges, flashbacks and depression??
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
okay so you have any ideas as to what to talk/do to distract me?
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
Hey Tan... thanks, that means a lot :) I just hate the fact that I'm losing friends bc of having problems and SH... I feel like it's quite ridiculous of them and they're not listening or don't care. One of my "friends" told me that me attempting suicide over the summer hurt her more than it hurt me...
