Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1 - Page 581

Strawberry.Bananas · 22-01-2010, 08:14 AM

I miss you so much, please come back to me. I love you. There, I said it, I love you. I swear to everybody that I wont get back with you but I want to so much. Please come back.

Jasmine222222 · 22-01-2010, 08:20 AM

Stillllll awake. Trying not to vomit. Very nice friend feeding me peppermint.....

Dear family: Stop dying.

Strawberry.Bananas · 22-01-2010, 11:57 AM

Maybe she's right. Maybe I'll get you back sometime.

Pnuemonia[Blue] · 22-01-2010, 02:26 PM

M - why are you doing this to me?

Scarletdreamer · 22-01-2010, 02:33 PM

Give up, give in, the voices say.

I want to so badly. But I can't, because of you. Damn you for being in the way of my self-destruction... but thank you at the same time, says the tiny healthy part of me.

StillBroken · 22-01-2010, 04:14 PM

You never did anything wrong. I was just insecure. I'm sorry.

Strawberry.Bananas · 22-01-2010, 04:21 PM

I need you. Please.

StillBroken · 22-01-2010, 04:30 PM

Mom, if you really want to knw why I behave like I do, I would recomend you to start looking at yourself... Maybe then you'd understand.

DestroyMe · 22-01-2010, 04:34 PM

~it's 9 am and already I'm shaking and about to cry and can't breathe these flashbacks are killing me
and I'm home with.....I can't do this I didn't go to school today so I could avoid her questions but staying home was worse....

~I'm ready to tell you my secret now....please don't think less of me....I didn't do it....

Datura. · 22-01-2010, 08:42 PM

You noticed how my eyes conveniently avoided yours today. And out the corner of my eyes I saw you were confused.

You shouldn't have noticed. I'm invisible, remember?
x x x x

Maybe I'm Amazed. · 22-01-2010, 10:35 PM

Why do I let my thoughts take over? I'm sorry, I just haven't learnt how to trust again.

lozza · 22-01-2010, 11:54 PM

part of me is begging that you come into work this arvo... I wana yell at you... I want you to see what you have made

....you said. You promised that going in to hospital would be ok, that you would come visit me

you never gave a shit though... and now you must suffer and deal with the consequences!

and the worst part is - I'm actually looking forward to this... it feels like my birthday has come early:/

Rodolphus · 23-01-2010, 12:01 AM

I saw your post.
I'm really sorry, believe me, I am.
But I can't do this.

rawr. · 23-01-2010, 12:21 AM

oh you have no idea. i wish you did.

DestroyMe · 23-01-2010, 12:24 AM

I thought I was going to pass out when I told you
I was in the middle of having a full scele panick attack then..I was ok, and my heartbeat slowed
I'm kinda hopeing this is eprmanent...

Lucid Lupey · 23-01-2010, 01:50 AM

Over two years ago I did something horrible. I think about it everyday and I don't know how to make it right, I think it's too late.

gotta-breathe · 23-01-2010, 06:07 AM

this whole world is one big lie. and it scares me

Strawberry.Bananas · 23-01-2010, 10:39 AM

If we're meant to be together then we will be. I just hope we are.

DestroyMe · 23-01-2010, 05:08 PM

I want out today....
please?

Sushi · 23-01-2010, 07:45 PM

I knew it. I knew it all along.
The stories, changing in the bathroom, board shorts, weekly "appointments".
It was obvious.
I just didn't want it to be true.
Sorry it took so long.
I was selfish, I didn't want the responsibility of helping you when I couldn't help myself.
So I waited until you told me. Because I knew then you'd be well enough not to expect much support from me.

Did you know what I was doing at the same time?
Or were you so engulfed in your own self-pity to notice?