why does it seem like the majority of the people posting in first aid haven't freaking read ANYTHING? like other posts, guidelines, etc. i feel bad for you guys but really, read shit. and don't post things and be like "well i'm not going to the doctor". don't fucking post.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I thought you trusted me more than that. You are just like her.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
Why is this happening to me now. i thought i got over this, i thought i could handle this but now it coming back all running back, flooding my head i cant see i cant make sense out of anything it hurts i dont know how i feel anymore once again i am left in a ditch
i have noone to turn to.
you're the only pesron i want to talk to.
how can i when you keep telling me how happy i seem to be.
how can i disapoint you.
how can i tell you i want to die.
that it makes me cry thinking about it.
sorry. i guess.
But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive.
So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: London
I am currently:
She doesnt exist anymore.
The girl that sat next to me on the sofa in profile. Who ordered diet coke. Who wouldnt meet my eyes when she told me difficult secrets. Who held my hand so tight as if she let go the world would crumble...
Shes no longer here. Shes gone. I would guess for good. The girl there now...she's not that girl.
RIP the girl who stole my heart x
i have been trying hard to get to the point im at now... eatin right, managing problems without suicide attempts, cutting down on my self harm, talking more when im down... why the fuck does it feel so wrong though i just feel im wrong for trying
I think I'm for once really sick, and I can't tell anyone...
my hands are shakey and cold, my temp is so low I'm surprised I'm not hypothermic
I can barely walk cause the pain in my abdomen is so bad
this isn't normal period pain, this is something wrose and I don't know what
but now even the loratabes and weed don't help
it still hurts
help me?
~please don't make me go tomorow
I can hardly get out of bed, why would I need school so I can get the shit beat out of me when I'm weak enough as it is?
please mom, don't make me go.....
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I thought you were nice, that you would understand.
But when it mattered,
It turned out you were a prick just like all the others.
Getting with you was a mistake, I'm glad we're over now.
