I wanted to vomit when you took me away from her and told me that relationships we made in here were not real
WTF would you know? Have ever been through anything even similar to us and know what it feels like when there is no one out there that understands you?
ok fine... yes we have to be careful with the friends we make... we gota make sure that they dont take our prize of being well away from us....
BUT
did you ever stop to think that maybe just maybe we were all after the same prize??? RECOVERY
go to fucking hell and stop poisoning my brain....
...I know who I am, I know what I am after... I KNOW the risks of making friends in here
just let me make my own choices cuz the more you tell me to not do something... the more I go out of my way to achieve just that
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
I kept myself safe for your wedding. I can't keep myself safe much longer...I don't know where to go for help. I don't know what to do. I can't do this. I can't do this any more.
You've left like everyone else (to more than one person), you promised you wouldn't. But everyone leaves. EVERYONE LEAVES.
Starting the new year a failure, a fake, a fuck up...
Can't do it any more just can't do this!
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
I'm starting the new year crying and cut to hell and back and SOBER
oh lovely
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm so afraid of the path I'm taking myself down. I'm clinging onto the side of a cliff and every now and then I slip that little bit further down, and once it's done there is no climbing back up.
Slow destruction.
I can only wonder when there will be nothing left inside to recognise.
fallling... i bailed on them. they didnt cancel on me.. and no i dont wanna go out with u guys i just need to be alone....
i just need to be... im sorry... i wish i could just tell u, or maybe even talk to u. im so sorry. its nothing like u think.. i dont care anymore.. itll be fine. just fine
"you never know how strong you are untill being strong is the only choice you have"
lozstar88 your my lopbelly night owl. CrashQueenyour beautiful and amazing like the vodka that stops the jelly from tasting funny :p
To everyone on this thread if you are feeling alone right now, *hugs* to you.
To the woman I loved who is now happy with my former friend on this new year, you suck, and I hope you get what's coming to you.
I'm amazed at the fact taht after that you are still here
WTH do you see in me??
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
im tired and disappointed in you.
i guess at 3 am last night my brain had convinced itself that telling you about slipping would be a good idea. i was wrong. what a surprise.
next time i wont tell you. like i shouldnt have. like i havent before.
i dont know what to think of this new years. tired and confused.
I will get there. Someday
When everything feels like the movies, yeah you bleed just to know you're alive
I gave everything to you.
And you betrayed me. Just like everyone else.
I'm done.
I'm sorry for everything I said to you in anger or out of spite. I'm sorry for my actions and the burden I've bestowed upon you.
I am just a worthless liar, I am just and imbicile. I will only complicate you, trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you, I will chew it up and leave.I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. -Sober by Tool. 1993.
fuck I'm an idiot
:|
I'm sorry....
I didn't mean to tell you that much (I did but)
I thought you'd take it differently
but "I'll hurt you?"
don't you think I hurt myself enough?
really?
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I started the new year in tears. I just want to be alone.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
I love you more than the world and I won't let anything ever happen to you.
please don't leave me. Please, we'll get through this - don't let this be the end
At the moment, seeing you is the only solid thing that's keeping me here.
Thank you.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.