i'm terrified when i walk around town....terrified that i'll see you and be triggered. and i have to see you tommorow in class. how is that fair??
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Oh what can you say at the end of the day, was the plot so sound or the lines profound. Was there rather less grain than chaff. Oh what can you say at the end of the day. You can say you made them laugh.
I can't do this, I have spent nearly 3 hours writing to do lists for uni - I can't catch up. I can' tfocus, I am in tears, and I can't seem to make you understand...
I need help because I can't do this. I can't stay alive long enough to make it to this wedding...I can't do this.
I don't know what to do.
I just want to die right now.
You made up your mind to torture mine!
If you read a scar like a book, you will relise the story in which you over look
-I'm too scared to see you right now, it's not fair. I know you need me.
It's selfish. But everytime I see you my mood plumets and I just can't let that happen right now, I'm too low myself, to help you.
It better not be true. If you are pregnant, I don't know why, but I will be fuming with you. I know I need to ask you, to talk to you... But I don't think I could control the anger.
You have just been put on anti-depressants. You recently talked about suicide, you have no job, very little money, an unstable house and a BF who doesn't care about you, he cheats on you and uses you for sex.
If you bring a baby into this world, I just can't help it, I'll be angry at you.
- Help.
- I'm not getting better at all, I'm just can't seem to shut up anymore. So, you know I'm ill? So you know pretty much everything? It doesn't mean I'm well or even half-way there.
I'm frightened, and there is nothing worse than somebody saying "I've noticed a difference in you, you are deffinetely a lot better". When you keep dropping and dropping.
- I'm sorry for letting you down, I just don't think I can do it.
~Beauty without intellence, is a materpiece painted on a napkin.~
i dont know why i feel like this, i talk to you we talk great for a couple of days and then you go all cold shoulder on me why do you do this to em why, just want to know why, am i annoying, do you hate me, do i scare you, am i that bad please tell me why if i can fix it i would, but you dont tell me, you just sit there in silent , i sit there feelign awkward nearly breaking scared to make a noise in case you break and finally tell me
Im scared of going back incase I get found out.
But im going to be so careful that I wont.
And in that case it was only a matter of time before I went back to that place.
Im actaully okay about it.
I havent got the engery to get out of it.
So I may as well stay in it.
How selfish am I?
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
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How can I hold my new born nephew in my arms tomorrow, when everytime I have to change or go to the bathroom all I'm reminded of is the pain, the blood, the torture of when I lost my own baby?
I really don't think I'm going to cope too well this month.
It's stupid and it's pathetic.
I'm so fucking scared.
I'm so sorry.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I wish I was important to you. I would do anything for you but you only ever speak to me when you need something. Stop taking advantage and just be a real friend...i need you. you are the only one i've got.
